the MISS

2011-09-01T18:39:00.002+08:00

what we once had was great, but what we once had was also full of downers.
what ive got now is worth.
xoxo

2011-08-07T20:34:00.003+08:00

first tear drop inna couple of weeks cos im missin someone.. =(
don understand what is this hey. finding someone so perfect but distance has to come between =(

takin things slow is good =)
we like each other but cos u wna travel and do other things, im glad u din just jump into a r/s with me n be selfish by gettin everything u want but rather knowin and understandin tht its gna hurt me if we jump into it too soon n uve got other things planned out =)

see whr life takes us and see how it goes.
thats all we can say and hope things turns out fine...

jus missin u soo bad =(

2011-07-31T19:05:00.005+08:00

yeah baby yeah. lol

mandurah was FUN!!
so glad i went so friggin glad =)

so glad true colours were shown =)

im just smiling right now cos ive got the best......
best girls
best guys
best holiday
everything i cld have ever asked and everything i ever wanted
simply perfect =)

anyway i just wna say to all the heart broken ppl out thr i came across this today and im gna share cos sharing is caring =)

Mother Teresa once said:
" I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love. "

take it nice n slow..
sometimes time will tell. however time does take forever and only knowin the person's tru colours will allow u to let go of them for real and for good like they never existed..
"just needa trust urself to make things work"- a fren once said to me
and im glad i did which made me step forward and face reality and im glad its all over and done with. * PHEW!*

nvr felt so glowin before ;)

catchyas later!!
xoxo
PEACE ^^

2011-07-27T18:46:00.002+08:00

wow been a while since i was on here =/
lol

lotsa things has happened.. lol i seem to say tht all the time whn im bloggin. but srsly, this time its pretty major.
gna do summer school for my lang unit.

other shizzle happened as well but ive basically blogged it onto my other blog so i cbf re-typin it again. lol

i looked at all the cards his given me which is stored in this box.
realised how much has changed as i read it =/
even the tone was different.

rmb the letter u sent to me whn i was in sg?
and the 3 pages of "i love you when: ... and i hate it when you: ..."
so much has changed.. =/
and my birthday envelop i had this yr.. lol.. tht drawin was funny..

yeh...
u always have to prove me right don u?
nvr once can u prove me wrong..
i told u that u moving into ur whr u are now is NOT a good idea cos MORE shits gna happpen n tru enuff, shit did happen.
and u told me whn tht person invited me over for dinner that " nah hes just bein nice n wants to 'restart' how he treated me before"
srsly. u must be blind or smth. =x
whn someone does smth THAT bad to ur girl (long story), and suddenly turns around and says hey bring her over for dinner etc..
umm hello!! its like *red alert*
its like u are bringin us as the ingredients for a meal for tht person.
once again proven me right tht things got worst =(

to u, u may think that it was another reason tht caused us to fall apart/ break, to me, id always blame (nt rly blame bit strong but yeh- aint pointing fingers) tht person and u abit for letting tht person ruin our r/s, influencing u in some way or another directly/ indirectly (makin u spend more time with him insstead of me).
im glad for me, whn someone close to me said smth im proud i managed to stand up for myself and not get swayed by their words.

i nvr regretted being with u.
yes i do regret breakin up with u (which is possibly the only one thing i regret in my life).

but i also wished u understood and seen things clearer what was goin on whn u kept spendin time with tht person and wldn make time for me even thou i mentioned to u a few times.

i always wished for the best and always hoped tht things will get btr everytime but rarely it did.

i wish u wld come to my door with a bouquet of flowers or even a stalk of sunflower/rose/ anything n a card sayin i love u.
just like how u did whn u spoke to me angrily and u came back with a bouquet of flowers n a card sayin thinkin of you and u wrote " debbie you dno how bad i feel for speakin to u like that, im sorry"

i wished it was just me and you like how it was before;
facing everyone else TOGETHER...

2011-05-25T21:52:00.005+08:00

sometimes i just get confused with how you think and don understand you.
i love you and thats just plain facts,
but i don kno if i can accept your way of loving.
u make me believe that i was your world but it seems im not.
thats ok, cos different ppl have different ways of loving.
it is sad that we love each other in different ways.
i tink we love each other too much and sometimes, love just aint enuff...
my heart is hurting and thats not the love i want.....

2011-05-19T19:38:00.002+08:00

!!!MAXXXED OUT!!!

ALERT ALERT ALERT!!!

debbies brain is maxed out atm. n cnt be fixed/repaired.

the reason of the break down is due to stress frm uni as a big major assignment(you'd prob need 3 weeks to do it) is due is a week n half and she hasn started!!! this is because work has been callin her up last min n thus she can nvr find time to start on assignments =(

another reason for her break down is her insensitive, umm someone.

not understandin she is under a huge amt of stress and still gets her angry which obviously adds on to stress level.

relating to her stress and everything, she has gone into a floatin/dreamy mode whereby whatever you tell/talk to her about is just basically talkin to the air =/

shes also reluctant to try anything of any form (moralality, whatever shit) n isnt gna give 2 shit bout ppl for now/till she gets stable.

shes also slowly letting go of somethings unfortunately 80% of the bad things which got her to this state n i tink this is what debbie wld like to call "a state of releasing the mind"

its hard/tough but she'd be fine once shes back to normal =) however those 80% will be slightly vague if not completely erased.

thank you for being understanding towards her feelings.

xoxo

Stranger

2011-05-14T19:48:00.002+08:00

gosh! haven blogged inna month!

been so busy with uni assignments (same'ol excuse)
but i guess its the only one =)

been so crazy with uni/bf/life gahh.. dno wad else to say..
comin to our 2 yrs n we still don kno wad to do, well its hard whn budget is being a TIGHT ASS! thou ive gta new job workin at a jewellery place now called Punky B at lakeside on thurs and whitfords on sats! but the shifts are really short cos we change shifts! =( if not id be makin heaps! as they pay me quite alot per hour

its an awesome job, im loving it cos its retail! not only tht, through this job i din realise that i love chattin to ppl!! omg.. thts strange like i kno imma socialable person n u can talk to me n i wldn be sucha bitxh n like ans u coldly, but nvr in my life wld i realise that whn i get along i get along crazily! like helpin customers pick out a jewellery for their dress, casual/informal wear etc..

geez..

have also been tryin to get back to my gym routine since that 2 week hols made me UBER LAZY!!
my baby girl n i have been doin BUM exercises.. LOL.. i swear its funny n we get so many stares at the gym! lol..
love that bondin time =)

anw, im gna get back to my new addicted game called "jersey shore" lol.. yes it is derived from the show. n i must say the show IS awesome! thou i started watchin season 3 first then 2 n now im tryin to find 1 on the web. LOL
cant wait for 4 to come out cos they're filmin in ITALY!!! yumm

oh pss.. i dreamt bout VINNY the other day LOL.. thts how mad i am bout jersey shore or rather dreaming bout vinny. LOL!! he's sucha cutie!!! =D

ok im off now.
cathca later!

2011-04-11T18:24:00.003+08:00

i feel so distant from u. i dno wad ur thinkin these days i dno wad ur feeling i dno wad ur doin cos u don wna see me u don wna tell me anything cos ur "allowed" to do what u want whn u want. had enuff of this shit of u doin whatever u want whn u want. wad bout the part whr we talked bout keepin me informed? guess u missed tht bit out. at the end of the day, i guess what u want is for YOUR own benefit not OURS. don see how a r/s gna work if everything is bout YOU. i admit i use to be selfish but now tht im tryin to give in to u ALL THE TIME. i feel tht ur the one being selfish. u take everythin tht im givin to u and i get NOTHING back at all. i really wna cry out loud n scream at u. but i don tink ur worth my tears anymore im AFRAID to express my feelins to u which shldn be the case cos ur my bf. what else wld i wan a bf for? to be thr for me, to comfort me, pamper me n everythin nice. but u, you're just like a demon. the worst thing. i have to put up with ur anger, ur attitude. even ur moodswings which are the WORST. nvr kno whn ud flip even whn i din do anything wrong. im tryin so friggin hard to put EVERYTHING ELSE INFRONT OF YOU. thts how pathetic our r/s is right now, ive gta FORCE myself to put EVERY other thing infront of you which shld be the case cos u shld be first priority. see i knew things wld have gotten worst once u moved into ur dads. i don blame anyone, but u get influenced by him so bad tht it turns u mouldy. get this right mate, he's single, he gets to do whatever the fuck he wants. he has a JOB, he has income comin in every week/ month whichever. you, on the other hand, have a gf and wants to do whatever the fk u want to the point where u don wna see her, don wna be involved in her life no matter how hard she tries to involve u in it. be fkin committed to the r/s man, if ur in it, ur in it, u don play hot n cold when ur ALREADY in it. or ur out. currently lost ur job n ur wasting ur day helpin ur dad and ur not gtn paid. n whn i asked to see u for lunch u say no. how rude, disappointing whatever word u wna use can u be? u don wna see me during the day cos ur helpin ur dad with his job n not gtn paid, n now u don wna see me during the nite? ok then, don bother seein me at all ever thn! this is soo fked up, this is soo stupid. WHAT the FUCK do u want outta this? seriously? do u want a gf for the SAKE of havin one. or do u want a gf because u actually need her and WANT to be committed. sick of this hot n cold r/s, loving me one day n pushin me the next. WHAT THE FUCK.

2011-04-03T10:37:00.004+08:00

I HATE YOU SO FKIN MUCH!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... i wish i had what i had before. i kno its now too late to look back, but its nvr too late to change the future. im not allowed to give u attitude, write shit on fb (yeh i understand tht), do stuff tht gets u upset ived FKIN STOPPED. but why do u cont to do what gets me upset..? whys ur brain so fked up. why cnt u just sort out what u wna do n stick to it. why are u tryna to be a fkin dik head, act like other guys when ur not like thm at all. i wish i can trust u, i really want to. but what ur doin is just holdin me back. YOU are STOPPIN me from trustin u.. everytime u have fkin alcohol, u fkin change into a fkin monster!! i hate it n i hate the after effects of it. i rly wna punch you n try to wake u up n help u be who u were before. but i kno ive just got to take it all in cos i kno its all impossible. i fell in love with u cos somewhere inside my heart, i knew u weren like anyother guys. sad to say i din realise it till now. but now, why are u tryin to act like a fkin CUNT! i fell in love with the perfect gentleman. but now, i guess im with an ordinary guy whos nt tht special. u had a kind heart, u had a soft spot, u were everythin i need. but now, ur heart is like a cold rock, ur soft spots changed to an angry, ugly monster. ur like a natural disaster that destroys everything so beautiful. u bring out the worst in me instead of the best. thrs so much hatered in me right now i wish i nvr met u. sry. i rly wish u cld change. but i kno im askin for the impossible cos now, ur no longer the guy i use to kno. ur just like an addict who cant change their bad habit n thrs no hope left for u boy u don kno how much ur hurtin me. i wish u knew, but the least i can do to let u kno how i feel is if i cut up all ur penguins uve got, break ur black ops, smash ur play station n destroy ur precious biological part. thats how angry, upset, hurt, and whatever words u can find to put in thr.

2011-03-06T23:59:00.002+08:00

passed our 21 months.. din do anythin cos its been bit rough for the both of us.. =/
at least things have been wrkin at fine..

went to good vibes n it was awesome!!! will wna go back next year!! deffo!!
missed out on future music this year.. keisha was thr!!!! =(

anw first week of uni has passed, what can i say.. FKIN BUSY!!! n i haven been organised YET!! still in the holiday mood.. gta srsly get out of it n stop cruising around.. but at least i do stay back at uni till at least 4:30/5 or be at uni by 8:30 to do my readings n what not before a lect..

i tink im nt organised cos i haven got my uni books yet.. PLUS i needa clear out my junk n put my last years book in order.. srsly.. =/ wish i hadda house of my own so i cld have my own study area to be motivated!
sigh..

time to "spring clean" on tues maybe if i don have wrk.. well im hopin i do have wrk so at least ive got cash =)

anw, assignments are all due within the first 5 weeks of uni.. fk 3rd year man.. =(
perserverance......

2011-02-03T15:08:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year all!!
Gong Xi Fa Cai!!!

hope everyone's havin a good time celebrating "chu yi"
may all stay healthy n wealthy!!
rabbits reproduce really quick so may everyone's luck n fortune reproduce quicker!!! =)

dno wad im sayin but u get the gist of it.. LOL
ystd went to bestie's hse for reunion dinner. had steam boat n saw zara!! OMG!! shes GROWN so much since i last saw her!! n way much stronger now thou she still runs the same!! LOL..
i love the way she runs.. its ADORABLE!! n shes got new toys!! a blue bunny n winnie the pooh!! haha..
played monopoly before steam boat all the way till like everyone's goiin home =)
went rly slow n then suddenly it was like hurricane mode!! LOL..

oh btw, we played 6 player!! me, bestie, wesley, sheryl and daryl.. =)
ive yet to play ban luk!!! wna see my luck this year since i haven played tht in AGES!!!!!
c'mon bestie whn are we gna play ban luk!! lol..

anw went home at arnd 11:45.
n slept =)
have problems sleepin these few days.. its prob stress.. oh well.. time to pop some sleepin pills =)

2011-02-01T23:48:00.003+08:00

gong xi fa cai to all my readers out thr!!

get straight to the point.
im spendin cny in bali with donna n ione..
forgot bout the cny dates n went ahead to book it..

hope the ashes n volcano are btr now over thr =)
missin out on cny this year literally..
usually i spent it with bestie n their family cos my family is back in singapore. but this year, i forgot.. my bad =/

bubba's nt too happy with my trip to bali.. well simply put it, everyone isnt happy bout it..
everyone's nt happy cos i din tell em i was goin to bali..

parents worried cos of volcano.
bubba upset cos i din tell him n he rckns id get into trouble -.-!!

thts everyone for me cos 2 most impt ppl.. but im pretty sure my bestie n ganjie will be slightly worried too. they prob don wna say cos they wan me to be happy =)

i miss my brother ambrose. but i kno hes muggin hard for his exams! wish he cld come online n advice me =) he always doesn tht since sec 3.. n thn suddenly he disappeared frm msn.. lol.. but oh well, hes studyin cnt blame him cos its his final year exam!! =) jyjy!!

well anw, just incase smth happens in bali, my blog will say what i gta say =)

i love all my close ones =) ya'll kno who u are. don have to list, if u tink ur one of em then ur one of em =)

and to my parents, sry for not listenin to u.
my bubba, thx for everything.
i love u both deeply. xoxo
<3

2011-01-24T01:43:00.002+08:00

hello hello hello.. well u guys shld check out my bruise..
i was just sayin ystd tht thrs no colour. shaaaa BAMMM its like friggin bruised ttm.. just imagine the worst.. id upload a pic ONEDAY! lol

today, pardon me, ystd was a gd day thou it started off real bad.
one really MUST take the initiative within a r/s.. lol.. just another moment of my own.. lol

whole day at bubs playin computer while he play his friggin assasian game thingo.
went to movies at burswood.. watched the american. the trailer seemed pretty interesting, but nt the show, there wasnt any story line to it =/

aft movies i was FRIGGIN HUNGRY!! but bub doesn wna drive into nb cos of the parkin =( so i had to come home starving..
a solution.... 2 solutions.....
1. have more available and convenient parkin slots...
2. HAVE MORE PLACES OPEN TILL LATE.. nt just azn food, more like EVERYTHING!!

the reason for 2 is srsly im hungry all the time at nite, n i rly wna go somewhere which doesn close so early.. like back home in singapore where supper, food is available nearly 24/7.. emphasise on NEARLY.. cos im pretty sure they close at like 3am or smth.
and don just open MORE restaurants in north bridge which will be the supper place, open it around suburb areas too!!! there is still civilisation in those areas ok..

aite tata for now..

2011-01-22T23:44:00.002+08:00

gta trial today at "cafe del pescatore" at scaborough.
they said they call me if they need staff cos the roster has alr been up =/ but they've GOTTA call me in cos ive got their work shirt..
damn.. i shld just look for more jobs..

trial today was MADNESS.. even at aunty lily's restaurant it has nvr been THAT busy..
first time workin at an italian cafe.. it was INSANE!! but apparently the pay is pretty good. my mate who introduced this job to me is gtn paid like 29 an hr =D $$$ but i tink id prob get paid around 20 an hr..
aite here's how im gna describe how busy it is...
i usually don sweat over here in perth cos its dry unless i go to the gym n WORK OUT HALF HOUR ON THE FRIGGIN THREADMILL!!!
n today i sweated like a MAD DAWG tht has just came out from the beach after a swim..

but i wna say a humongous THANK YOU to my beloved who dropped me off n picked me up cos i dno how to get there =/ well now i kno..

i DEFFO needa get a new pair of shoes.. i tink my limited edition adidas is nt meant to work.. lol.. apparently theres no more GRIP!!! =( n yes clumsy debbie slipped onna knife which was left on the friggin GREASY floor, landed on her one knee n made a fool of myself =/
theres no bruise but im pretty sure the next few days, day id wake up n ask myself.. whys there a bruise on my knee?? oh yeh, i slipped n felll..
no bruise only a bump n ONE, JUST ONE friggin pore is bleedin? which skin does tht? lol.

aite debbie, no sooky la la.. just DEAL WITH IT TILL U GET ANOTHER JOB!!!
so wan my RSA...

inspiration time *light bulb*
"today as i was waitressin, i realise that............ all jobs... ALL JOBS...... no matter what it is, or how EASY you potray it to be, its still hard work.. n hard work gives u hard earned money...."

debbie hates hard work.. wtf? i gta change tht bloody lazy-bum-ass mindset of mine if nt whn i graduate id prob get sick of my teachin job within a friggin year?!!! FML..
i gta learn to accept tht whatever WORK throws at me, id be able to return it 10 well maybe 5 times better than what ppl expect of me..

oh funny thing of the day..
a guy told me today tht he wanted ME to collect the bill cos he wanted to gimme a tip =) n he doesn wan the italian guy to collect cos he doesn wna give him the tip. n then he looked me in the eye n said "because im spanish" *winks*
lol.. customers.... well i didn collect it in the end cos im nt allowed to collect money just yet..
all i cld do today was serve n collect dishes!! not even takin order.. well i had fun =)

n i shldn have drank tht bloody maccas coke aft work cos now im hyper... fk knows what they put in there.
aite imma go shower now.. smell like a bloody pig.. EW!! GROSS!!
feel like just crashin on my bed.... NO DEBBIE NO!!! thts disgustin.. lol.. jus a thought..

2011-01-16T21:01:00.002+08:00

the last few days in sg has been wonderful for me despite whats been goin on behind close doors.

thanks gan jie for takin me out for supper all the time even whn its last min.

thanks bestie for comforting me inna diff POV as always =)

thanks christine for being my listening ear even thou i din rly wna tell u what happened.

besides alle the emotional craziness,

thanks Ambrose n Broderick for makin time for a last mine dinner on thursday at Ikea laughin n talkin bout someone.. lol... thank u guys for nvr failing to make me laugh each time i meet up with u.. =D

thanks adrian for meetin up with me today n talkin bull shit;arsehole n crap all the time. thank u so much for makin my last day 'about' me chillaxin, shoppin mainly my stuff n walkin here n there n nt being able to decide what to do next.. and also thx for finishin up my last tako ball..... but nvm, cos i kno ud be hungry soon =) lol..

thanks nigel for NOT TURNIN UP cos apaprently i didn send him a msg to ask him out today -.-

n to all those whom has viewd my blog bout my key..
i found it!!! =)
it was inna bag in my grandma's hse..
wish i cld describe how happy i was.. i hugged everyone in the house whn i found it!! lol..

hdn back to perth tmr. dno to be happy or sad.

sad tht im leavin my closest frenz here n new found closest frenz too n hdn back to perth nt to say tht i don have any frenz there but theres just NOTHING to do back at perth besides workin.. i mite get a night job at a nearby pub. gta get my rsa sorted first..

damn i tink id have lotsa mail esp frm RAC.. =/
needa fkin start workin ASAP!!
happy cos id start work, earn moolah, n nt think bout crazy shit.. but tht means i needa work everyday incl nite so i can come home n crash on my bed.. =)
oh n also to all those who dno. ive cut my hair short!!

looks gd but it wasn what i want.. like theres 2 steps in my hair instead of layers.. bloody hairdressers theeeessssse days...

oh well i gta touch up my fringe whn i get bck to perth n see what crazy shit id do to my hair.. bald? LOL!! NEVER!!!
gan jies wish is to have long hair again by our 21st!! lol..

anw im off now.. hope tmrs flight will be pleasant..

"a leopard nvr changes its spot hey."

2011-01-14T01:28:00.004+08:00

2nd jan when i met up wit xin, she said tht i opened the door with MY KEYS!!!
dad said he OPENED the door for me?!!! wtf?!!!
means its bck to square 1
nye, new years and 1st jan.. or shall i take it further to the 29th and 30th?
but those 2 dates srsly i cannot rmb how i open my house door?! no one to witness? bubba said he cnt rmb anything! -.-

ok judgin by my daily msges sent to gan jie,
on the 29th i went to SP to have lunch with gan jie, still had my keys.
thn aft tht bubba n i headed to orchard to get his tatt done n thn we watched rapunzel later at night, whn we got home it was like 1am or smth. pretty sure id have my keys at tht time of the nite since everyone is asleep. in taxi. carry my new blue bag bubb bot

30th.. the day bubba got his tattoo done. went to meet nic n frenz at cine to discuss NYE countdown! thn went supper with gan jies mum n sis.
came home will prob be around 12am. in gan jies car. carry my new blue bag bubba bot

31st.. this is the worst. ffs.
i cnt rmb if i EVEN brought my keys to gan jie house. if i didn my keys will be either at home or alr lost the day before.
if i DID bring it out. its either i left it at gan jie house because i needed to stuff poppers in before leaving for sg flyer or i mite have dropped it somehow somewhere (which means im fked. cnt retrieve it)
got dropped off at outram mrt, trained to city hall.
walked to marina/suntec. met up with gan jie's fren jun yi. headed to sg flyer via FOOT.
cannot be at flyer because i rang them up n they said no keys were found on nye and new years or the 2nd..

1st jan...
cnt rmb much. very vivid.
slept till like 1pm at gan jies house, left for dinner at bout 6pm? via the mums car. headed to takashimaya. had dinner at some jap place but i kno my clutch at this time was just my phone.
headed home at bout 10pm alr.
cnt rmb how i got in.

2nd jan..
went out wit xinxin n bubba.
xin came to my house to collect her stuff.
she said i opened my door wit my keys. but dad said he opened it for me.
aft tht we went for dinner with jos's fam.
aft dinner went to grandmother's house to wish her happy new year.

3rd jan.
went to take out my wisdom tooth.
met nigel n them at bakerzin. had mushroom soup. passed him nics disneyland stuff which he left in my bag before nye. keys might hav slipped in? impossible but u nvr kno.
headed outside paragon, took cab home.
cnt rmb how i got into the house. cos i was too tired frm the extraction.

4th jan,
i asked gan jie if my keys are at her house. ans is negative..
means by now its lost....

if i bring it to the 28th, its the day i went to SGH to do my thyroid test n everythin. n thn went to the pompeii exhibition at sg museum. n thn met up wit nicole for her to pass me her stuff n thn aft tht headed to vivo to watch yogi bear with gan jie.. aft yogi bear headed to outram park mrt gan jies mum picked us up thr n thn i tink we headed to hagen daz for supper?

ive alr cracked my brain into pieces n my memory is REALLY MAXED out.. these are all the infomation i can rmb clearly n precise from the msges i sent to gan jie as i msg her nearly everyday if she wna go out here n thr wit me n bubba. plus the fact tht i only take out my keys when im at my lift lobby!!
any P.I's or F.B.I or whatever criminalogist wna help me figure out?

hmmm.. id try ringin the dentist tmr to ask if my keys hav droppped -.-!!
FML RITE NOW.

2011-01-13T16:43:00.003+08:00

shall i give up tryin to find my KEYS??!!! omG!!!

kill me please.. im friggin attached to my keys cos its been thru so many ups n downs wit me!!! grrr
someone help?

"it's not bout you suiting the style but rather gettin the style to suit you."-debbie Lim

2011-01-13T12:45:00.003+08:00

so i rang up sg flyer, cineleisure's cinema and ALL THE FRIGGIN TAXI comapnies in sg.. but still my keys are lost?!! like kns.. like i told gan jie, my keys went to party till don wna come home alr =(

i was lookin at my past post to see if i recall havin keys on those days.. but since i rarely update, -.- i dno where they are.
i needa ask xinxin if she rmbs whether i used my keys to open the door whn she came to my house to collect her stuff.. thts all i needa kno. why? cos it means tht it din drop on nye, its somewhere at home or christine's house and its closeby..
why i say this cos 2nd jan i met up with xin, 4th jan i msg ganjie to check if my keys are at her house/car. so it was between this period tht i might have lost the keys. which is only the 3rd.

if nt i have to retrace to the day bubba got his tattoo n recap what happen frm tht day till nye..
wth..

this is a public announcement since a blog is public.
my set of house keys has my name "debbie" as a key chain as well as an arsenal keychain tht has my name on it too. it also has an old panda key chain which is like rly old.
most impt is to look out for the key chains tht has my name........

please if u have seen my keys, pm me on my tag board =)

2011-01-10T00:45:00.003+08:00

ive officially lost my keys. cnt rmb where i put em.
the last memory of it was me takin it out from my guess clutch n puttin it somewhere in ganjie's hse as we wanted to stuff poppers into our bags... but now i dno whr it is cos..

gan jie said its not in the car as her bro just cleaned it up the other day.
not in her room cos shes alr checked.
not in any of my bags cos i basically turned it inside out.

grrr..
how easy it is to loose a key..

tmr im gna call all the taxi numbers n asked if they've found any keys. man! hope theres at least a gleam of sunshine.

but im like 70% sure i last left it somewhere in ganjie's hse -.-!!
bloody memory....!
i still cnt rmb..

other possibilities are
i din take it out, brought it with me on nye n voila i dropped it somewhere somehow.
left it on the cab? but cnt be cos i don take my keys out in the cab!
misplaced it in someones bag!! omg. thts the worst thing i can think of, cos i dno whose?!!

i cnt think of any other possibilities..
but tmr im deffor gna call the taxi drivers.. lol.. epic..

2011-01-03T23:46:00.002+08:00

an AWESOME weird way to start 2011..
flyer was awesome!! enjoyed myself n it was not packed!
moet & chandon champagne package includes:
VIP treatement n area/ lounge
chocs n strawberries onboard tgt with champagne.
party pack which included glowstick, clappers, whistle..

ended up gtn the 11pm flight recommended by the flyer ppl cos.....
" its not garunteed tht whn we board the 12am flight, we'd be able to see the fireworks plus the flight at tht time only had NINE PPL in the cabin includin US!!"

so we boarded it n owned the whole cabin.. lol..
aft we alighted the flyer, we proceeded to the vip pub to get a seat. staff were super frenly n managed to tell them nt to clear our table whn the fire works were on.
ordered a bottle of red n peanuts.
laughed n chat n cam whore. =p

fireworks were on!! whoo!! i tot itd be btr but it was below expectations as ive seen btr ones during NDP!!

aft fireworks chilled back in the bar n finished up our red wine.. omg san yee was like super high n happy!!

when we were leaving the place, we took the elevator down. n this is what happened.

sy: *holding on to the door open button"
me: eh san yee what floor are we goin on?
at this point of time, a guy was pressing level 2 and 1 on the other side of the elevator. funny thing was san yee didn realise n told me this................
sy: this lift is automatic!!

omg we all burst out laughin includin the ppl in the lift with us.. lol..
dno if she was THAT drunk or just blur.. lol..

anw, aft tht we walked to marina square, met up with freddy n his frenz, thn waited for ler ler n natasha to arrived.

cabbed home at bout 2+3?

reached san yee's hse n stayed over.
at bout 4am we ordered mac delivery breakfast. ordered sausage egg mc griddle.. yumms.

at bout 7am the mum woke up n asked san yee to buy bee hoon for our brekkie!!
so all of us followed san yee to get brekkie.. but the all of us were, me, natasha, lerler n her bro.
jun yi n bubba were all fast asleep. dropped freddy off on the way at the mrt.

reached bck at sy's hse n slept STRAIGHT AWAY n this was prob at bout 8 or 8:30am? lol..
din wake up till bout 12:30 or 1pm? lol.. bubba woke up at 1:30
then we started singin kareoke at her hse..
n thn we went to gt rdy to go hav dinner at taka. called tonkochi or smth like tht? lol..

went home n slept till next day. met up wit xinxin in the arvo to shop at ion.
bubba bot his new camera n bot chrissy presents for his family.
apparently we discovered a new area in ion..
its called.... i dno.. but it looks like an art gallery n then we took the lift which took us all the way to the 55th floor of ion!!
n it was a restaurant called bar n grill sky bar. but the staffs were EXTREMELY snobbish just cos we're kids -.-!!

aft tht went home passed yi xin her stuff n thn went to ah orh seafood restaurant for dinner wit sy n her family.

next day which is the 3rd, went to get my wisdom tooth taken out..
process: NOT PAIN!!
everyone keep tellin me pain pain.. well the only painful bit was.... the injection!!! i hadda lil frown.. but other thn tht.. no pain.. lol..

aft tht my whole lips n lower jaw were numb..
my lips felt like sausage even thou it didn look like sausage. my cheeks felt puffy but didn look puffy.. lol..

met up with nigel n his fren wyane, nic n naomi. at bakerzin. had mushroom soup n took forever to drink it!! thx to nics idea- drink with a straw!! lol. no spills no frills.. lol..

came back home n knocked out straight away on the couch! all the way till bout 8:30.
hells tired..
went oover to grandma's place aft to show her my teeth.. lol..

came home n here i am now.. bloggin!!

gt bubba hooked on to night club city =)

finally my mouth is less numb now.. feels so much btr!! my jaws hurt thou thts bout it.. just hurt cos ive been biting on the gauze since 3:45 n every half hour until 11:30 on both sides of my jaw so duh!! hurts like SHHHHHH*T

nitez all.

oh.. wad i got for christmas.
a new laptop, a necklace frm bubbs, a new watch for myself, a new bag frm bub, a new jumper n a GUESS clutch from bubba!! a D&G perfume frm phoebe frm england, a winnie the pooh cookie jar from bestie frm hk disney n a LV teddy key chain n frm christine i had another box of cookies frm famous amos.
oh n of course from my parents i had 50 each from em.. SHOPPIN!! hehe.. ;D
apparently ive spent it all alr =/ lol..

4th got another docs appt for my thyroid.. hope alls gd =)

wed i dno wad we're doin yet but i wna go gmax or cut my hair depends on my teeth.
thurs i mite cut my hair or gmax.
fri goin uss. tix booked alr =) yay!!
sat bubba goes back =(

i go back on the 17th!!

anw thts all folks!!

BIG LONG ONE FOR 2011

2010-12-14T00:56:00.003+08:00

went out with bestie today at bugis.. wore my fav top n hell got stares from EVERYONE? wtf man.. go look at ur own cleavage can! grr..
there was this old guy he stared n even whn im starin at him he still dare to stare! walk away still dare to friggin turn around n stare!! wtf?!! felt like tellin him wtf are u lookin at man?

walked around bugis street. got lost. had mos burger for lunch n finally bot my SIM card!! yay!! at mos burger bestie was tellin me her exp at zoukout! sayin how AWESOME it CRAZILY was n i shld have gone! shld have but oh wells.. lol..

walked back to bugis street n i was tellin bestie tht i wna find a gd hairdresser! n she recommended me Essensuals! n id deffo go back!
i did their macadamia oil treatement today n my hair feels like it has been rebonded =) deffo goin back there n for all my readers, id say look for ginna =) shes hella frenly!

aft doin treatment went back to bugis junction to buy foundation (first time i gt so confused as to which one to get -.- maybe cos of lighting) aft gtn it, went to take neo print-o!
lol.. hells funny n cute!! go to my fb n check it out =)

aft tht we headed to eat J.co donuts! n bestie had to buy a whole box of minis -.-! aft donuts headed bck to bugis st. bot a pair of sox for my flats, bestie bot eyelashes! n the lady in the shop used my hand as an example for her product of hair removal so now a patch on my hand is hairless.. mind u, she didn ask for my permission! grrr.. aft tht whilst walkin tht hairless area was hella ichy.. wtf -.-!!

walked around n aft tht we headed home =)

n this bloody indian walk so slow n whn i 'over took' him he was like "whoa whoa whoa" wtf man? ur the one who's walkin so friggin slow like a SNAIL!!!!!!!!! why cnt i overtake u? bodoh!

anw, thts all imma blog.. dno wad im gna do tmr.
ohohoh!!
forgot to mention tht after 1 yr, brother ambrose finally came online --, n we've decided tht we're gna have out sushi outing on thurs!! yay!! jos, amb n i.. brod may be coming. nt sure bout nicole or adrian.. =)

hells yeh. yumms..

forgot to mention since christmas is just round the corner, i shall list my christmas wishes =)
1) hair dryer
2) ipod touch
3) puppy
4) laptop frm dell
5) pandora charm bracelet

aite signing off nw!!

2010-12-12T02:15:00.002+08:00

forgot to mention a piece of good news! cnt believe i totally forgot..
passed all my units for yr 2!! fkin aced mathematics.. yeh yeh i know imma nerd.. whatever ok? lol..

56 for managin and learnin classroom environments (hell scared n tot id fail)
58 for language and learning (boo yah bitxh)
68 for mathematics

so to the person who wrote tht bloody piece of letter, well i haven forgotten what u wrote in one of the bits sayin tht im nt doin well in uni. well there u go. in yo MUTHA FUKIN shit face!!

oh i also forgot to mention tht it was my mum n xinxin's b'day ystd, so happy birthday u two!!
went to some jap buffet thing at bukit timah.. oMG. we were basically like the noisest family there.. well what do u expect with me around + my lil cousin huh? we basically pissed ourselves laughin.. ahhh.. lol..

imma go look for the christmas tree tmr n start settin it up =) lol..
aite nitez all.. xx

2010-12-12T01:48:00.004+08:00

hey peeps debbie's back!!
been back for few days now. just didn hav the time to blog, set up my lap etc, even so im using my cousins lappy cos mine's 'dead'

past few days been alrite. stayed home n chillaxed with cousin. went to powerhouse ystd wit bestie nicole, edgar, nigel (just met) to support jeff as he did his promo work. free 100+ mix with whisky.
met edgar at vivo first n suprised he actually asked bout me n bubba!! lol.. chatted n catched up with him.

played the shit game. google it, too lazy to explain.
nicole-hot shit
me-sexy shit, dog shit, cat shit
edgar- bull shit
nigel- stupid shit.
reason why ive got so many names is cos sexy sounded like stupid whn we're sayin it fast on top of the music playin. and then dog shit sounded like hot shit. lol..
jeff's brother adrian joined us later.
danced the night away n i must say a great thank you guys who protected us from 'guy strangers' thx for formin the circle n lettin nicole n i dance crazily without bein harassed. =)

cabbed home n as always im best known as the 'taxi snatcher' lol.. the taxi driver was like hell suprised as though he nvr encounted a taxi snatcher before =/ lol..
rang mum in the cab n she came down to wait for me =)

told mum bout zouk out today n she actually said u wan u can go n i was like yeh i ends at like 8am in the morn?!! plus i don wna go cos the tix is expensive n she OFFERED to pay.. but nah didn wna go.
anw glad i didn go cos its raining n zouk out being held at sentosa, its gna be hell sandy n sticky n ew.. but yer im pretty sure bestie is havn her time of her life now =) party animal

cnt wait for bubbakino to come 5 more days!! whooo..~
anw for now imma go slp. xx

2010-12-03T12:21:00.003+08:00

sometimes i wish i nvr met u thn none of this wld hav happened ay?

a year ago u told me u wld change ur attitude, half a year ago u told me ud change as long as im happy. a month ago u pissed the bloody shit outta me. a week ago u made me elated for once. a day ago u pissed the shit outta me again just cos i made a comment sayin "if a guy drives a volkswagon he's gay cos small cars are nt meant to be driven by guys, its basically like a chicks car." and thn u told me tht skyline's are a small cos of the space inside.. u don understand what im tryin to say. im sayin the shape of tht mini car nt the SPACE inside it.

we don communicate well enuff to sustain this.

i say smth u talk about another thing.

i ask u to explain stuff cos i don get it u tell me tht it'll only get u more pissy. hv u ever tot maybe id get pissy cos i don understand? no.

n thn u wrote on ur fb smth bout u being heartless etc.. well glad u kno it so try to change it. its nt smth to be proud of.

n thn ur dad comment bout it sayin cos of one person u lose all those who cared for u n whom u cared for.. fkin bull shit he's talkin...

u lost all those cos ur dad said shit to them about u during the period whn u n ur dad were onna bad boat.

don try to blame it all on me u fk head. yeh just cos i don let him out or don TRUST him its cos he lied to me more than 3 times so why the FK shld i trust him n get lied upon again? who's the one who is gna end up hurting? not u, not him but me.

and if he loves me why shld he hurt me?

ur work mates even told u tht yeh u do behave like a kid sometimes n u shld be more mature but instead of taking heed of their advice, u tink its hell proud to be like this.

how u look at schoolies who acts like dicks=how ppl look at u whn u act like a kid.

this is all so FUCKED UP.

2010-11-02T15:20:00.003+08:00

1 more day till bubba's b'day!!
1 more day till uni finishes, well most of the assignments n units =) maths will be ez.
just finished my LAN test! omg. as i was reading, it made me feel sick in the tummy!! =( sick cos i had all the ans blabbering on in my head n wished i cld just scribble it all down at tht very moment!! but once she said u may start writing, they flew away like how a child runs in excitement tryin to catch a piegon!! fml!
oh well, its all done now, so yer..

bringin bubba out for dinner tmr!! yay!! hehe.. ages since we went out to have yummy dinner =)

gta do my management plan n thts about it for tmr's assignment!
aft tmr, id prob submit my resume to supre at osbourne park!! yeah ya! hope to get an interview soon!
gta check out this trimester one unit which i cnt enroll YET!! n its pissing me off!! gahhh..

the year has nearly ended yet again with time flyin by with just a wink of the eye =)

lol..

cnt wait to like work work work once exams are over!! yeah ya!!! =D hahahhahaa.. crazy bitxh..
i tink im becomin a workaholic?! geez..
oh wells..
im off now.. tata..!!

2010-10-24T20:50:00.002+08:00

phew. this week was a busy one. worked all the days which i was free. n now im just cramping up my assignment which is due on tuesday. yepp this tuesday 26th oct 2010. how awesome.

well ive done most of part A. needa do part B n i heard thts a bit of a chore! which fkin puts me off!

but anw, today we went to supre at osbourne park, saw jojo!! LOLA. =p

saw soo many fkin things i wna buy but im broke this week. but id be rich next. id prob just limit myself to $100 cos things at the warehouse is sooo cheap.

i wna get them camo short shorts! more tops, some dresses n i tink thts bout it =) which is basically nearly every category in the store -.-!!

hmmm.

went to lakeside had to get my tax thing done at wendys apparently i forgot to give her my taxfile no. whn i applied for work. so now............... i needa make an extra effort n bring my taxfile to her --, n this bloody tax return needs to be done by when? by the end of october PLUS, i need to wait till my medicare exemption cert comes in n i can file my tax.. whatta pain in the arse. grrr

nth else to say besides the fact tht fall out new vegas is my bf's new gf.

cnt wait for his b'day n im takin him out for DINNER!!!!!!!!!

was gna get jason derulo tix but all sold out.

i wna go summer beats!!!

feat. flo rida, jay sean, soulja boy, travie mc coy, and stan walker!!

grrr.. hells wna go!!

but its onna weekday but still omg!!! $99 for the tickets ONLY!!!!!!!!! OMGAAAAAHH..

hmmmm... =)

2010-10-12T20:57:00.003+08:00

so when was the last time i blogged!?

fkin ages ago..

too many stuff goin on atm so yer, no time to rly blog much..

rly need n want to go onna getaway holiday soon!

cnt wait for SG hope gan jie has planned out stuff for m'sia =)

thts all imma blog.. i kno my life's boring.. cnt be help.. lol.

will blog thou whn smth interesting comes =)

soo wna go to jason derulo's concerto!!

2010-09-22T22:51:00.002+08:00

today was like the best day of my 3 week pract! whoo

a group of girls came to me and gave me a present cos one of them wldn be in school on friday =(

its so funny how they come up with presents to give me ay. but its the thought tht counts n i love it girls =)

they gave me a dress n a necklace. lol..

thn after recess, 2 other girls came up to me with a flower necklace they made during lunch =)

how schweet can my class get =D

n during las period, one of the guys came up to me n asked how old i was so i told him i was 19 n he went " WHOA! 19! man, ur like the youngest, nicest teacher ive ever met! but but but, u teach the wrong subject. anw, can u come back next term n teach us?" lol.

so i asked what he meant by teaching the wrong subject n his reply............................

" the activity we just did, it was wayyy to hard"

what an answer from a yr 6! lol..

the joy n laughter really made my day =)

went for a lil shopping aft pract to suss out the prices for tmr's nite shoppin for fridays gift to my lil ones =D

ive decided:

a file (0.75)

a packet of lollies (2.00) x2

a greenie each inside (school incentive)

nt sure about a note pad in there? didn see the prices today, so will see how much it'll cost n try to wrk it out =)

tryin nt to spend more than 30$ =)

well anw im off to cont my lesson plan..

" Dear Mrs Limb, good luck in the future and hope u become a great TEACHER!" love H, A, Z.

2010-09-08T19:36:00.003+08:00

phEW! glad everything for pract is sorted n im gettin into the rythm of this messy un-organised planning..

LOVE my yr 6 class cos they actually listen to me n isn as bad as i tot they wld be. maybe cos im comaprin them to when i was in yr 6 n the mischief i get up to when i was their age.

the boys? some of them are quiet some of them are cheeky but they're still under control =) so alls gd.

rly tiring n full on thou cos everday im stayin up till 11:30 to do my lesson plan n next day i gta get up at 7am in the morn to gt to school by 8:15 but im still late cos of fkin traffic.

but tmr i needa be in school early cos im doin first lesson! =/ sigh.. cnt wait for this to be over.

tata gna do lesson plan now

2010-08-31T20:51:00.002+08:00

good news good news!!

my maths test =) heee.. 13/15 n 8/10! 85% which is a HD!!! yes!!!

my english task which was effing tedious has brought me good results!! 7/10 70% which is just touching a distinction!! yay!!

hope these marks would nt get pulled down n continue to stay the same!! WHOO!!!! booya bitch!

so todays apparently the last day of winter, but it still rained n we're expecting a big shower tmr too =(

what m i gna wear to uni to keep me warm n still look nice? lol. cbf dressing up when its sucha slacky bummylicious day =D

i cannot wait for pract to be over.. don rly like what is expected. i wish the teacher wld be more organised! =/

we'd see how the first week goes, if it still continues to be the same, id have to go in n talk to my uni person again.

but anyhow, id be talkin to my tutor tmr bout it as he is my uni colleague. so hope all goes well, still waiting for the email to be sent by her as to what im suppose to do for the first week AT LEAST!!!! ahhh..

miss my last yr pract school n students! =D

done blogging! gna do my assignment nw =) tata~

happy 15th months munchykino! *mwah*

2010-08-29T19:57:00.003+08:00

oh my.. haven blogged in ages.. guess cos every week is the same. lol..

the week tht just gone by- hectic

a mini maths competency test (aced it cos it was easy)

familiarise ourselves with some lesson online, teach it to our peers.

well we had time to familiarise ourselves with our lesson plan but i had to work on thurs so i cldn meet up with the group therefore, didn manage to work as a group n everythin was done via fb, emailing each other which nt to mention i hate cos it takes forever to get it done!

but on the day it was due, i guess we did alrite =) whadda ya expect, its maths! lol.. =p

work thurs n fri. oh!! im nw paid 17/ hr, but still nt enuff!!! cos i gta pay phone bills, groceries, eat, etc, hope i can save some this week =) managed to save 100 cos i brought bubba to c-restaurant to hav lunch as our 15 month present cos he's done so much n paid so much for me =)

n yes im gna boast here right nw, he paid nearly 2-3k for professionally done photos at a studio for our 1 year =D how sweet ay?! n he suprised me on fri at JBBQ by bringin em in whilst waiting for me to fin work! he showed lily the photos n jac too, they both complimented it was well taken =) hee.. the photo place "V" told me it cld be picked up on sat, but bubba went in straight aft wrk on fri to pick it up.. eager to see i rckn

i was so shy when he was showin them the picx cos i was serving a customer. lol.

ok back to c-restaurant, awesome ambience, i can say their crème brulee was better than frasers, which made me wna go back for more too!

their beef was well cooked for medium rare. at first i tot it wasn cooked properly cos i cldn cut the meat, but as i was cutting n thinkin, how cld a restaurant like this serve me a badly cooked medium rare steak, so i popped it in my mouth, n it was perfect, then i realised, i don think this is the right knife for steak, so i waited for the waitress to come over n she apologised for the wrong knife n changed it =D good service too..

so im thinkin both c-restaurant and frasers would be on the same scale from 1-10, cos frasers was at night n it was lovely for dinner ambience and c-restaurant was in the arvo with lovely ambience inside but im thinkin it would be better if it was at night cos then ud be able to see the lights of perth city n its surroundings due to the fact the restaurant revolves 360deg.

other places u cld see from the 33story high restaurant: darling rangers, fremantle, rotto, n sadly these are the few attractions i can rmb =/ or maybe theses were the few? lol

today woke up uber early to get rdy for city to surf volunteer at information and lost children /property tent.

it was alrite at first but then it gets EFFING hectic when a whole group of ppl comes towards ya.

u get some who're rude, some super polite =)

at one stage, lots of ppl were comin down the hill infront of us, n i was tellin bubba tht it would be funny n scary if those ppl were zombies.

yes if u haven noticed, since i played L4D, ive become scared of zombies, to top it up, zombie movies be it comedy or thrillers, they fk my mind up! lol.. yes im insane.

ok off nw, gna talk to bubba on phone =D

2010-08-03T20:53:00.002+08:00

omgomgomg!!!

haha.. when u see my type tht u kno its either smth good or bad =)

but its good =)

super duper good news!!! well ahead for maths!!

we've completed task one and two which are due tmr last week, ive finished my spinners which means if we get crackin on task 4, we're basically ONE WEEK ahead of everyone!!

ONE FRIGGN WEEK!!! OMG!!! how awesome!!

i tink id use this one week to complete my lang task =/

but im havin so much fun with maths i don wna STOP!!! NO! lol..

ok im just hyper...

m thinkin of joinin jetts gym.. but i dno??

anyone wna join? yes? no? maybe?

i dno whats wrong with my but im like super hyper n super *snap snap* "lets go debbie" i tink i srsly need some exercise in my life to worn me out completely, or rather just in time for me to go to bed..

but u don kno how fast im typin this right now.. its so friggin fast tht i dno how to descirbe it..

ok what shld i do now???????????

read my chpts for maths? or lang? or management?

maths can wait

if i read lang, its gna refresh my memory from today i rckn? if i read management, its just preparing me for tmr??????????

sooo?????

which one do i choose???????

ahhhhhhhhhhh..

ok.

i shall do lang.. cos thn tmr whn i read management it refreshes my memory too =D

ooh whee~~

smart debbie..

yay!!!

i deserve a treat =D i needa massage!!! omgomgomg... =x

ok tata.

2010-08-01T20:48:00.002+08:00

one more thing to everyone =D

imma full fledge licensed drive now bitxh!

yupp u heard me =D

no longer on probationary, no longer need my square plates =D

im just a normal car like any other cars on the road =D

2010-08-01T20:35:00.002+08:00

ball was fun ystd.. gawd i haven blogged for few days..

ok first up, my maths task is all don n rdy to be submitted =)

whoo!! had fun spending the day shoppin n thn headin back to gabby's to do our maths.. whee~

oh this was on thurs.

fri met up at uni, summarised our maths summary n tht was bout it =)

and so gabby n i have a plan, to do 2 task everyweek even thou its nt due =D thts pretty awesome =D n im deffo up for it =D id help her with maths n shes helpin me with lang =D whee~ as for management, guess id depend on myself.

sat, woke up, prob got up the wrong side of the bed. was hell moody till late arvo. =/

went to get my legs waxed,

went to bestie's to get my hair done!! hella awesome, i was tellin her she shld open an in-house saloon sorta thing =)

did my make up there on my own, n bf came to pick me up =)

" u look beautiful bubba" was the first thing he said when i opened the door. LOL..

n he looked handsome too with his suit =D

headed to base, interacted for like 1 hr?

n finally sat down, got food, desserts all while a live band was playin. exactly like those old american films where army/navy sorta ppl will socialise. live dance performance too.

it was also bbubba's n my 14th months tgt =) pretty awesome =D haha..

reached home at bout 2 in the morn n woke up at like 11-12 today.

had brunch, got rdy n out we went to watch inception..

its one show where u need to watch it with a blank mind and just follow what the movie is playin..

anw, im off to shower..

wrk tmr =)

2010-07-28T20:04:00.003+08:00

was talkin to bubba a few days ago bout how much he shld bring to sg..

im nt gna say the amt, but yer.. quite a bit =)

n then he was tellin me how he wna go to this helix bridge in sg? im like wtf is tht??

this effin proves tht sg has changes HEAPSSS during this half year since i didn go back in june/july..

things i kno tht sg has kno which is a MAJOR TOURIST attraction are:

Ion shoppin mall

Universal studios

the new 5-star hotel in sg tht bends/curves, marina sands if im nt wrong

F1 racing contract (5 years)

wave club/party thing at sentosa

i tink thts all i kno about.. n bubba said he wants me to bring him to helix bridge n i didn even kno where it is =(

i wonder if the 5star hotel has a penthouse!! =D heheee..

ok thts all i wnted to blog bout =)

JOKING!!

2nd day of uni..

YESSS i managed to change my tutorial times the same as gabby!! whoo~

which means more fun!! =D

goin to her hse tmr to do our maths thing =) its just a summary so yeh.. simple..

my new diet, n yes ive used it for 3 days nw, hopin tht it'll actually last till end of year..

morning: brekkie with a glass of warm water n half a lemon =)

*well past 2 days i drank tea cos i hadda flu in the morn.

lunch: havn really noted a fix meal/diet with a bottle of water

dinner: my usual chinese food n water..

basically my POV is breakfast is the kickstarter of the day!! u get ur brekkie right, n thts all it matters =)

lemon with a warm cup of water boost ur metabolism rate accordin M.K (nt gna mention full name here for private reasons).

but yer i find tht breakfast is the most impt =)

ok i tink thts all for now, imma go read my books n do some situps..

** apparently to some ppl im born with half a brain.. =) tht is nt a smile but a sarcastic one. sad they don have a sarcastic one..

2010-07-27T19:49:00.003+08:00

first day back at uni of 2nd semester.. boy it felt like it was year 1 again!! heaps of new ppl from other courses tht were cramping up cafe 6, parkin slots all taken (as usual), basically just more n more ppl..

gave hugs to trell! haven seen him since like before the exams!!! n gabby as well..

so as always, first lect is still just as boring.. blah di da di da..

went shoppin for ball dress with gabby! but im thinkin 2nd options at city cos maybe i cld find a better ball dress.. but i rly love tht black one!!! =(

i cnt wait for mathematics tomz!! i dno bout managing learnin environments, tht scared me off last year when we had to do so many of those positive environments, cognitive brain stuff! just puts me off.. but yer, i tink this sem is gna be a blast!!! ohwait, besides all the effing ASSignments in line for me.. =x but thts nt surprising thou =/

anw tink id slp early tonite gta get up early!!!

debbie feels like jelly

2010-07-23T17:14:00.002+08:00

"trust effing no one but ur self"

once again someone has leaked stuff out to some ppl..

well ha ha ha, i tink ive got u cornered.

u shld kno tht im pretty gd at figuring stuff out on my own with just minimal information( in this case), recovering the history of our chat, fb and other general enquires, my speculation on stuffs can sometimes be quite accurate. i am nt confirmin its you, YOU. but srsly my guts tells me so.

i suggest to u, as a fren for unknown amt of time, tht such matter shld be sacred n nt to be mentioned to ANYONE.

n since like anyone cld be reading my blog rite now, i don care how or what u may deem from readin this blog to say tht " yupp this definitely occurred cos of what she's written to prove such and such of an incident occurred"

i write how n what i want, u are to use ur wildest imagination to think what has happened or how it happened cos each and everyone of our brain works differently and uniquely.

an example as stated below:

" i often think of my little creatures talkin to me, n oh my, they're adorable but yet so fierce"

what n how ppl will think from this sentence will be up to their own minds.

some may think im goin psycho (maybe i am, thts ur choice on how u wna view me)

some may think ive gotta wild imagination ( yes indeed i do, n my creatures are creatively drawn)

some may think fk shes just so high ( i din say i was, but thts ur POV)

see just one sentence can can create a hell lota buzz, just one friggin sentence.. what will happen if there was a full story on here?

imagination goes further than the universe beyond our milky-way.

so choose what u wna imagine cos i don blame u.

"people think what they wna think, they choose to hear what they want to hear, they say what they wanna say, and from what they SEE, they choose to imagine what they think its happening" -Debbie 2010

PEACE for HATE

2010-07-23T15:43:00.002+08:00

sick again!!! boo hoo..

ive been rly busy this week thus nt updating my blog..

yay uni start next tues!! whee~ finally smth tht'll keep me occupied.. LOL..

watched predators ystd with bubba. was a nice show..

bot groceries too!! more snacks more fats =x

theres nt much to blog these days cos theres nth interesting

i tink i shall re-arrange my furniture in my room n chuck some stuffs out if they arent useful..

bot my school books ystd..

3 thick ones, 2 thin ones n 1 more to come which i rckn it'll be thick cos its one of the must haves..

gna pull up my socks like literally so imma nerd.. lol jokes. uni aint for nerds..

uni's cool man.. lol..

cnt wait for maths cos i LOVE IT!! i love things tht challenge my brain!! =p

ok this officially proves tht debbies a nerd..

things to do:

print off all my unit handbook. so far ive counted 35 pages.. so lets see, $3.50 off frm my card.. LOL..

ciao.

2010-07-09T22:22:00.003+08:00

results are OUT!!!! omg..

jus checked it out =)

pretty upset cos i tot id at least get a credit.. but no....

all passes =(

55% for phys ed

50% for sci

56% for SnE

just glad i barely passed sci cos i don wna repeat all tht hard work i did this sem =/

actually im rly glad i passed all cos alll these sub had effing hard assignments..

got my tax return frm JBBQ gta wait for childcare before claiming everything! yay $$ finally =D

ok thts it for now =)

ciao.

2010-07-07T12:11:00.002+08:00

boring borin boring!!

since xinxin went back ive been bored!!! lol..

still waiting for childcare to ring me up to work =)

gna mail a registration form as a educational assistant.

cross fingers i get a reply soon =)

as for now im just really bored at home!!!

cnt go out cos i needa save! =x

guess im just gna watch my taiwan drama as usual.

just started a new show called easy fortune happy life.. LOL..

ok im off now.. ciao..

2010-07-05T11:38:00.002+08:00

time to save save save now!!!!

spent like nearly all my savings!!! so i gta re-save again for my lappy.. LOL..

but it was all good fun =)

n jacobs ladder isn as bad as what ppl say it is =)

places we visited.

perth mint, perth city, wanted to go kings park but headed to jacobs ladder instead. this was the first day.

next day cos my car was stuffin up, we walked around lakeside n headed to mullaloo by bus, had oysters n that was all. we went crazy at the beach for a while. but yer. good fun =)

thurs headed to margret river choc fact n a few wineries. had drive-thru hungry jack's breakfast.

lunch at ironbark. wood fire pizza!

n caversham for the whole day!!

chicken chased me, 2 baby lambs kept followin yixin! lol..

went to watch eclipse at nite =) hehee.. wasnt as packed as i tot it would be.. got a pretty good seat. bubba came along too =)

friday headed to freo markets, got lost n nearly went to rockingham instead.. LOL..

lunch at cicerello's n we visited the fremantle's prison.

as we were parkin outside the prison, yixin suddenly said to me that she has no money left in her wallet!! LOL.. joke of the day..

saturday headed to yanchep's crystal cave, we're there early so we went to look at koala's etc, bubba n i were "fighting" n my black skinnys ripped at the bottom.. lol..

after crystal cave we went to AQWA

n tracked our way to gingin observatory which was friggin far..

we made it just in time to climb the leaning tower of gingin, we didn get the bush walk tour cos apparently thats nt operating anymore n they didn update their website.

saw libra constellation, scorpio, mars, saturn, double stars etc.. but it was literally freezing ICE cold.

sunday we headed to mandurah, went to abingdon village first n headed on to the bouvard cruise to see dolphins but didnt. had lunch on board the cruise. best fish n chips, btr than cicerello's. its name is, nino's! lol..

cos we finished by 3 or 4 pm, we headed to perth city to buy stuffs.

had dinner at JBBQ, went to hillaries to get the coins n experience more cold! lol..

woke up this morn n drove to perth city to get apple strudels, drove to airport n we were like 2 n half hrs early?!! lol. had pumpkin soup for brekkie. sat n chatted for bit. finally went to check in when the counters were open!! lol..

chat at the cafe place, n soon xin went to check in at bout 10:30am.

her flight is nt till 11:55 which means she would only have started boarding the plane NOW!! lol..

she's reach sg at bout 5pm. n id see her in another 6 more months!!

but for now, im gonna crash on my bed. nitez.

2010-06-27T20:17:00.002+08:00

omg yixin is comin tmr!!!! so excited!!!

2pm..

so whats debbie gna do in the morn?

wash her weeks load of clothes again.

clean her room.

this week was PACKED as.

wed was bestie's gold bar,

work thurs n fri,

leedy on fri nite for 'the ONE' party

sat nite brad(bub's colleague)

glad the week's over =)

today bubba n i went to watch toys story 3!!! i cried. yes i cried.. at the part where the toys were gna get burnt n they all held hands.. pretty sure some of you readers wld have dropped a tear during the show =)

andy's all grown up now.. lol..

gna watch shrek sometime soon =)

n watch eclipse when xinxin is here!!! whoooo~ hehee.. i rmb she was CRAZY over twilight. we like watched the show kazillion times. =)

ok i dno what else to blog?!! haha..

but cnt wait for whole of next week when xinxin is here =)

bringin her to freo etc. whee~ n thn late nite shoppin cos there's cheap stuff =) haha.. so yer..

ok im off now =)

ciao

2010-06-25T14:29:00.003+08:00

been really busy the past few days..

wed nite at nicole's gold bar was pretty awesome..

hadda cocktail which the bartender specailly mixed for me, i name it PRICELESS!

there's no name to it, taste is awesomely beautiful, was created just for me cos when i asked him if he wld rmb how to do it again, he said don tink so. there u go. priceless =)

anw, before we left to goldbar, someone called me for a job interview, on thurs or fri at 9am but i cnt cos ive got work so they'd call me next week.

left lil bit early cos i hadda work next day at 8:30 in the morn till 5 =)

woke up n i was effing tired!! plus the nice cold-warm feeling in my bed.. ooh just awesome.

went to late nite last nite.

woke up today n went to childcare from 9-12:45.

gna snooze for lil bit ltr n get rdy for 'THE ONE' at leedy hotel where all 4 uni's combine to have this AWESOME PARTY =)

n then mite head to the deen to watch the world cup =)

Portugal vs Brazil! i go brazil =)

anw thats all for nw, imma go snooze bit. xx

2010-06-22T11:53:00.002+08:00

that why i hate wakin up so early in the mornin!!! cos 11am would seem like 1 pm to me and then id panic cos it seems like ive done nth throughout the day but srsly, what can i do? its hols, n im only wrkin thur n fri this week from 9 to 12:45 so yeh.. hmmmm

applied for a job at metros =) nt serving alcohol cos i don have my rsa, but i plan to get it any time soon =) applied to be the door bithxh! or cashier.

m panicking cos ive gta photo shoot tmr n my skin is nt rly inna good mood =(

ive drank lotsa water, ive tried to nt stress, ive modified my diet a bit by eating less oily food n more fruits instead. NOT WORKIN!!!!

i tink im just rly heaty cos of the colour of my phlegm and booga.. LOL

bt i don understand cos i drink at least a bottle of my 500ml pink smiggle drink bottle. maybe thats nt nuff..

oh well.. i guess i shld just cake up my face tmr which is DOUBLY-MAJORLY bad for my face, especially with all the zits popping up.

anw, since ive gt nth to do, im off to watch my taiwan drama since XIN MSN is nt lettin me watch my sg drama!! HMPH!!

2010-06-21T18:35:00.003+08:00

swan valley was awesome!!! lol.

a mojito as my breakfast. boy it kick started my day =)

went to diff wineries n breweries, choc facT!!! haha..

had fun overall, lil hiccups but oh well..

n now! im so upset cos sg is nt lettin me watch my sg dramas!!! WTFWTF?!!!

cnt wait for photo shoot this wed!!! hehee..

ok im off to watch my taiwan drama or as wad jemily calls em, asian dramas! lol

2010-06-17T22:44:00.002+08:00

todays shopppin was the best!!!

bot my everlast jumper n trackies, n there was a 36$ off the jumper!! whoo~ so in total i only paid 149 for both instead of 180. yeah!!!!

but i just realised i bot the wrong size trackies cos of the stupid hanger which said 'S' but the trackies were actually XS. mite ring em up tmr n head there on my own =) hope i don get lost.. hehe..

bot a pair a shiels earrings too =) finally nice small ones. =) n bot the knickers frm peteralexender =)

i wanted to buy MORE so i can get the cute lil dog picture bag, but nt nuff $$ =(

i soooo want tht weekender bag frm PA!! lol..

anw, dno wads wrong wit me today but kept gtn sharp tummy pains.. only happened after eatin half a bowl of peanuts. so im guessing its the peanuts.. LOL..

hope to pass bestie her present tmr n at the same time pay up everythin mum bot from her n the tix to THE ONE!

anw, my flu is comin back n so is my cough!! fkin hell man, just recovered n im fallin ill again.. WTF WTF WTF!!!! stupid weather, just be winter alr!!! stop raining n then shine n rain n shine!!

anw, im off nw. ciao

2010-06-17T15:16:00.002+08:00

debbie's new diet, fruits, veges n nuts till the photoshoot is over =)

shoppin tonite!! major one but i hope it wldn be overly major.

just fin soakin myself inna hot tub with olive n lemongrass fizz bomb.

oh cnt rmb if i posted but MSC reunion was a good one =)

nth much to say, cant wait for 28th! whoo~~

ok im off now, gna prepare myself for major shoppin!!!! hehe.. wish my shopping queens were here with me especially Josephine Wong SanYee!!! ahhh sec2 days.. still wonderin how we survived miraculously.

2010-06-15T22:58:00.002+08:00

EXAMS are FIANLLY GONE!!! yay!!! =)

MSC reunion today was fun!! cnt believe i actually catched up n talked to ppl i rarely talk to =) haha..

most of my year ppl were there, but invites were also sent to few of those who were a year above/below us =)

there was food, a stage for performance n even speeches!! GEEE!!

sucha drama gathering like u see on tv shows =)

anw, i tink id post my unit grades when everything's confirmed.

giving assignment marks are just gna make things confusing cos im gtn confused too.. AND a lil pissed, that MY assignment for PHE, which was done half a month before the due date, i just passed it.. but yer just waiting till like 16th july to get ALL my unit grades =)

but for now, here are my busy dates for june =)

19th- swan valley

23rd- nicole's 18th party/ photoshoot with bub

25th- THE ONE party at leedy hotel with all unis of WA

26th- Brad ( bub's fren's b'day)

28th- YI XIN ARRIVES AT 2PM!!! =) heeee

thts all for now folks, but im gtn the feelin theres gna be more!!! hahaha. whooo~

2010-06-12T22:42:00.002+08:00

ook so i found sci pretty easy n nt as hard as i tot it was =o

so lets hope i get a credit for this whole unit *crosses fingers*

so anw, this whole exam week has been pretty slack for me =x i shld rly start to worry ay? yupp debbie, u shld..

so now tht im talkin to myself, i have the sudden urge to study for my sports =) wow! wish i had this urge for science.. but anw, thts over.

this week has basically been workin from wed to fri.. oohh!!! i got 490 from last week, took 380 out for my car alternator ( don ask why- id sound stupid explaining) so ive got roughly 90 to spend on myself finally!!

i bot myself a white leather jacket! hot as =p

n an undergarment.

shall wait for this week's pay to come n im gna get my jumper tht my bf thinks its ugly but i tink its CUUUUTE! =)

i shld prob start gtn more clothes to wear rather than just jumpers n miscellaneous stuffs =)

i need more skirts, pref plain black cotton ones like wad bestie has. but so far cant find a suitable one =x

anw, thts nearly this week inna nutshell.

just came back from dinner at 'ciao italiano' omg, we waited for an hr before a table was rdy for us, n the queue was just over packed till the roads. =x

anw, lucky bestie has an itouch. was playin with all her silly time wasting games. as u can see time wasting. =)

some includin like the imbecile game to test how dumb u are, n im nt tht dumb =)

dinner was soo full, but its nt the best italian food ive had =x

i rckn the best is the one in the city where u can draw on the tables =)

ambience wise is soo homely n the food is just so fantastic! =)

goin to karrinyup tmr with bubba. i dno why he wants to go somewhere so far. but oh wells.

lets see.. hmmm.. i shall bring with me no cash tomz to stop the temptation =)

yes im broke ive spent over my 90$ =)

oh nt forgettin gettin besties present n then i made a boo boo, so nw ive gta sorta re-do it!!

D'OH!

ok im off to see what i can do for phys ed. =)

2010-06-06T17:03:00.002+08:00

ITS TIME TO STUDY DEBBIE!!

ystd to today u said u were gna study nth came out of it!! =(

ok tmr.. tmr's the last fkin day, to write out all ur prep notes n re read em before goin to the exam!

no more slackin!

just got my SnE results, guess im nt much of an environmentalist? or geog teacher to be? whatever.

got 7 outta 25 for test 1b; 3 outta 10 for the peer assessment of the webquest..

srsly *v*, who does these things for uni? i rly hope i don see u in 4th year, n wish this is ur last yr since ur on probationary cos of bad teachin last yr. u shld be lucky ur still lecturing us after what happened last yr.. geez..

i just hope my webquest will pull the marks up.. ugh.. u sux!!

n things aint gtn any btr wit me being fkin sick n have coughin fits tht last a min every hr! fkk..

n of course the science exam when ive got no motivation.. ahh..

but of course to enlighten this post, my one year anniversary with bf was amazing =)

thou there were some tears when he came to pick me up at 5:30 to 6 cos i wanted to take nice picx at kings park n ive been tellin him tht since i don kno when.

even the day before he said he wants to take picx at kings park.

so by the time he came to pick me up, it was alr gtn dark, by the time we gt there, it was dark.

so yeh as u can see from the photos, picx are nice but it wld be way much more perfect if it was a daytime setting; due to the coldness tht condenses the glass, nearly all picx are blurry..

ughh.. still so pissed! but oh well gt over it debbie.

dinner at frasers was AWESOME!! love their creme brulee.. n id def go back for more =)

id love to try their other desserts too =) hehe.. yummylicious..

thts all ive gt to post.

doubt id be bloggin much till after exams?? cross fingers n hope i pass!! arghhhh..

why must i be sick at a time like this??!

oh n bestie, cos i haven seen u in kazillion years, when we meet up we're goin to pancake house!! hehe.. =)

2010-05-31T00:52:00.002+08:00

happy anniversary boyfriend!!

u told me just now on the phone, its a year!!

these past few days, we've been talkin bout how we met what we did etc.

it was an awesome time talkin bout OUR past!!

jokes, laughs, tears, anger, jealousy; at the end of it, we still love each other.

xoxo, i love you.

yay!! we made it to our one year!! =D heee...

cnt wait for tonite!!

gna be lotsa pictures taken etc. dinner at frasers at kings park =)

so in the mornin if i can get up cos its hols now, im gna go to lakeside to change my shoe padding cos it broke when i just bot it =/ hell pissed bout tht..

den imma go get my nails done!

dno wad colour? i wan deep red for my toes, but then it wldn rly match wit my fingers cos i wan them in silver.. n these 2 colours match the dress im wearin!! so yeh... my finger nails are too short for a dark colour..

i tried painting my nails just now, but it stuffed up so i gave up.. lol..

so yeh 2 things done n over with..

oh n get a card for the boyf.

n i tink thts bout it? lol..

hope my cough n flu gets better tmr =)

this whole weekend i tot i was gonna die of smth.. LOL.. first my cough was gtn btr, den i worked my arse off on friday n now the coughs gotten worst + flu just flew by n decided to land on my nose n reproduce.. LOL..

anw, wanna have an insight of my dress? =D hehe..

its from sg.. haven got a chance to wear it the 2nd time =)

1st time i bot it was for gan jie's uncles engagement party =) she bot the same design in a light green, i bot mine in blue.. =)

ever since then, its just been in the wardrobe.

hope i can tie the ribbon tmr with ease.. LOL..

gan jie rmb us doin the ribbons??? lol..

ok nuff shizz, details of the dress to let ur mind go wild =)

1. Its a local designer dress (local as in sg)- Daniel Yam.

2. its deep blue in colour

3. its till the ankles

4. its slightly puffy but nt tht extreme!!

5. chiffon material

6. has a ribbon tht makes it loook preeety!! =)

thts all i can describe.

first time i wore tht, my hair was tied up cos it was too short to curl or do anything as it was aft a haircut. =/

now its long enuff, im gna tease it a lil, n poof it up.

make up the first time was blue liner with shimmer shadow, now im gna go light/nude shadow wit a tint of brown, black liner n maybe fake eyelashes?

accessories wld be the necklace i got for my b'day, my silver hoop earrings.

shoes wld be my newly bot blue heels instead of my white ones i wore last time =)

oooh im sooo excited!!!! hehe..

ok imma go slp now =)

sweet dreams all!

xox

2010-05-22T22:29:00.003+08:00

hi bloggo, sry for neglecting u, but i rly have no time to write any updates =(

besides the fact that yi xin is comin over!!!!! WHOOOOOOOOEEEEEEEEE~~

cant wait!!! hehee..

gna see if she can stay wit me =D hehe.. girly nite chats!! whee~ yay!!

i feel rly weird tht everyone's stressin bout their PHE assignment n here i am finished it ages ago n waiting for it to be submitted!! haha..

watch out for the new nerd in town, cos she's gna rock her booty n make all the nerds go wild.. LOL.. saucy!! =p

anw im still waiting for bubbas present to be sent frm the other states!! ugh.. hate it..

n im off now..

ciao!

2010-05-15T23:43:00.002+08:00

less than 3 weeks away, its gna be my first anniversary with bubba!!

still haven gtn him his pressie yet.. i kno wad i want ive seen it, ive confirmed tht im gna get him that but i just needa pay it online so id prob ask donna for help =)

still undecided where to go for dinner cos atrium is closed for 6 months due to renovations.

was thinkin coco's, frasers or witch's cauldron. but i just chance upon another nice restaurant name, halo, by the water front of perth, located on barrack street jetty..

bubba was tellin me today tht i shld get him an iphone for his b'day.. LOL..

im nt sure bout tht give the way he treats his hp. haha.. =x

cnt wait for next week to be over cos i can sorta relax n prep for upcomin exams!!! i dno what id be tested on for phys ed, hope its nt bout muscles or any weird stuff =x

ohoh!!

xinxin, u gta let me kno ASAP when ur comin over here!!

let me know wad dates u book ur flight etc.. lol..

2010-05-14T23:29:00.002+08:00

half of this semester's work is DONE!!! yay!!! just gta do the phys ed lesson on monday n hand in the webquest assignment on thurs with the group n im done!! whoo~ n ive finished my personal journey thing for sports n i can hand tht in ANY TIME but im meetin the learnin advisor so yeh prob hand it in on fri after seein her.. LOL bad first yr exp with her, me n gabby. lol.. hope she doesn recognise me..

now gta just wait for exams to ring my door bell n this sem will be OVER!!!!!!!!!! yee ha!

lol

worked today but didn do much as it wasnt tht busy..

im soo tired n i just realised ive nt done my laundry inna LONG LONG WHILE!! either tht or im just wearin too many clothes or changin too often. lol..

winters here FINALLY.. but im sorta dreading it cos this winter is sooo cold!! lol..

i mite have an early nite n wake up early tomz to do my clothes =D hee.

tata

2010-05-11T20:49:00.002+08:00

cant wait for semester to END!!! WHOOT~~

world war 3 on my science assignment is finnallY DONE!!!!!!!!

fingers are all sore from typing, eyes are sore from squinting at the computer screen basically non stop for 12 hrs.. 6 hrs ystd n today..

next world war would be on my sose.. ugh.. HATE that!! geez..

she makes it soo easy tht it becomes soo hard.. she contradicts.. im nt sure which history character she represents man. hitler? or the guy who starts with S? stanley? lol.. thts how bad i am at sose!!

i would rather specialise in mathematics =) or maybe english..

gta top up my student card tmr for printing stuff.. uhh.

ok im off now.. go rest n catch up wit my lala land.. =) dreams await me! hee

2010-05-09T16:48:00.002+08:00

each time assignment week is on, debbie doesn blog =/

ystd nite was fun.. LOL.. decided to dress as a warrior last min.

put on my hockey jersey, put some make up on off we went to rachel's 19th! lol

was pretty fun, emily as a mad scientist, ben her bf as a russian dude, matt as riddler frm bat man, bubba as joker frm bad man. shld av gone as harley quin ay! lol..

it was fun! i have a feelin a bouncy castle was wad it was lacking.. ahhaa..

anw, happy mother's day to all mums =)

have nt decided to do any work today yet cos i put in alot of effort ystd in my forward plannin n i mite complete the rest tmr whilst waiting for sports..

dno why im soo tired.. the weather's hittin me.

dno wad bestie is plannin for her big 18th!! haha.. shes tellin me a lil bit of this n tht, but isn sure..

wadev it is, its gna be awesome!!

dno wad to get her.. FKK... lol..

aite ive gt nth much to blog cos its been a borin day. uni tmr.. yay sports..

2010-05-04T20:39:00.002+08:00

had the best w/e =)

monday was dreadful! missed lect cos i was tired but went to tutorial =)

didnt do much just watched the group present their stuff

today, went to uni at like 1pm? all the way to like 6pm!

but it was fruitful =) managed to get our 6 week planner done!

laughed so much cos donna's sick n she was gettin frustrated with MSword as it wldn go HER way but when i tried, it wld let me do it =) haha. she got sooo pissy =x

and another time she said ahhh debbie i jus wanna cry!! why isnt it doin what i wan it to do?!!

i want 3 not 2!

had a great laugh!!

another one was when i mistook her roster timings as her hourly rate pay cos it said 22.00 and it nvr occurred to me that it was the times!! LOL!!!

blonde moment! =/

headed back home aft cos i was effing hungry!!!! lol..

i feel like listing down the pros and cons of same sex relationship n opposite sex relationship =)

n choose where i wna go from there on =)

heeee..

2010-04-30T16:09:00.002+08:00

ive had a rly long n tiring day! hope work doesn get me angry =/

stupid C.C ppl. i wna sell my printer go to the one in joondalup n they say no they don take in printers.. den wtf does ur logo stand for? geez..

so i rang the next nearest suburb up n ask if they do take in printers n they said yes.. so i drove down there, went there n bam they said no AGAIN.

so i explained to them tht i called n one of the lady staffs said u guys do take printers. so the guy attending to me said he cld give me 5$ n thts bout it..

fk YOU n ur 5$.

so pissed off with these english cunts. ahhh..

so yeh anyone wna buy a printer tell me..

its in good condition, well kept, ink is full cos i hardly use it. its basically a white elephant to me cos i can print stuff off at uni.

the brand is Lexmark

model is X1185.

it is a simple printer that prints and scans. nth too complicated for a simple person =)

reason for gettin rid of it is stated above n also cos i need more space in my room =)

sellin it from 50$

2010-04-29T22:26:00.002+08:00

temp coloured my hair black cherry today =)

looks like my normal hair colour but theres more red than dark brown on there =)

mehh still prefer my originial colour =) haha..

hope when it washes out my hair colour wld actually be there n nt turned black.

did my hair whilst waiting for bub. i was soo scared cos its my first time doin DIY hair dye. well if i ever thought id be doin it, i didn think id be doin it on my own. thought id do it with bestie at least.

so yeh i did my allergy test for like 10 mins n i was like nah stuff it ay cant wait tht long.

so i weighed the consequences of me gtn an allergy. 1%?lol

touch wood.

i don wan any allergies..

so i did it n boy it was a mission!

hate it when i had to wash it out bending forward! it killed me!! n waiting 20 mins for it to set too was bit boring!

at least if bestie was wit me we cld have chatted n gossiped but gawd knos tht mite take more than 20 mins! lol.

washed out put conditioner n bam! dried my hair n everything n bubba was on his way to pick me up!! ahh.

hurried myself, rang him n he was round the corner!! so i hurried hurried myself,

stepped out n asked him " notice anything diff?"

n his reply was " ur hair" lol! i was actually suprised he noticed my hair had changed!

so i asked him what was the difference n he was goin on bout it being purple or smth weird colour! well, yeh brownie point for u cos u knew the colour had changed =)

i told him i dyed it red.

went late nite with bub. he bot shoes n socks.. lol..

watched iron man 2. it was an arite movie. they didn show the part where he says " kiss me for good luck"

well imma go slp.

meetin donna for uni assignment tomz!

been to uni the whole fkin week!! ahh.. kill me for science =(

is itching leg part of an allergy reaction to hair dye? LOL!

aite imma go slp.. tired as.

2010-04-28T19:31:00.003+08:00

hohoho!!

debbie has this hyper mood in her tht gets her goin on her assignment =)

yay!!

determination!! n ive finished 3/4 of my physed assignment =) its due on 24th may but oh well i rather get it done n over with n do my other assignments =)

i just gta do tht last bit of reflection n put some in text reference there n viola! perfecto!!

next up i gta do my sci plannin which sux!! cos ive got no idea how to start on it.. =x geez.. n this is due 12th MAY!!!!!!!! ahhh..

gta meet up with my phys ed n sose grp soon to get things done!

hmmm nt much left really =)haha..

cnt wait for semester BREAK!!!!

startin to look for job again.. lol..

well its better to look and grab the opportunity than to nt look n miss it =)

sports tomz! dno which class i wna go to.

i tink i mite go for the straight aft lect sports class. =)

n my new mattress was suppose to come today but it didnt!

ahhh.. made me clear all my soft toys from my bed n stack it up on my computer chair! nw i cbf transferring it to my bed again so m borrowin uncle jon's chair lol..

yess imma lazy bum ok..

aite imma go do some readings n slp? i dno.. lol..

its all organised in my head but i dno wad to do u get it? lol..

aite nitez all

2010-04-26T22:34:00.003+08:00

omg haven blogged in ages... lol

i dno what to blog now.. i seem lost at bloggin.. lol..

uni, i see a hill of assignments comin up =) thts fo sho

parties in may, i see another mountain of tht too..

gta catch up on my reading.

haven been doin much. same old all the time..

gta start exercising deffo.

umm nth much i can say.

oh check this out.

'dammit im mad' is dammit im mad when its flipped backwards..

wikid or what!? lol..

gt tht off fb

n there this crazy shit goin on bout kate on fb too, dno wtf is tht all bout.

oh well i guess i haven been on my laptop much so yeh.

anw, im gna go do my usual shit exercise n id fill this blog up when there's more exciting events =D

tata

2010-04-20T22:53:00.004+08:00

i wanna be happy.

had nuff of all these arguments.

nuff of u sayin i don care bout u at all.

if i don care, why the FUCK will i still call u or text though i kno u have no fkin credit at all.

if i don care, i wldn have asked u to carry the groceries on ur other hand cos ur right ribs was sore frm tht car accident.

if i don care, i wldn have panicked and asked what happened n how the car accident took place.

if i don FKING GIVE A SHIT BOUT YOU, i would have left u when u were at ur lowest, but no. i stood by u like how a fkin gf would.

but you on the other hand take every fkin thing for granted. u say u appreciate it, i don fkin see it. ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS!!!

its nt just bout sayin thank you etc. its bout showin it. i don care how u do it. actions speak for themselves.

i call u when u have no credit but u either dont pick up at all, or we argue.

i don love you anymore.

i love the guy i first met.

ur just so angry, easily agitated, and i say something u reply something else. we're nt talkin bout the same thing n then it gets me confused.

to be honest, im still madly in love wit the first guy i met not you. but prob ur other half.

u say, u promise ur gna change.

hey! its nearly half a year, don see anythin much happening. temper is still the same, attitude is still the same.

i hope i slp n jus stay there.

oh just to add smth that made me really happy. =)

donna & matt both loved my scrap book. glad they liked it.

matt said " im gna say thanks though its nt for me, but geez debbie u spent lotsa effort in tht. its like a story book"

donna "wow! theres soo many pictures in here.. thanks for the gift."

2010-04-20T19:51:00.002+08:00

ok, ive been doin donna's scrap book since 12:15 till now!!! i just finished it..

looks shit to me cos i didn add much scrap to it. but has lotsa funny captions in there..

all the 3 words tht described her on her party =)

had an awesome nite! dressed rly funny thou but i rckn it looked groovy on me =D whee~

headed there n the d-floor was awesome.. mind you its her house =)

it was an awesome nite.

im nt gna say much, just gna let ur mind wonder n go crazy!!

followin day, bub n i headed to city to change my ring at jay jays cos it broke =(

went to harbour town n man valley girl is awesome there =)

monday first day of school.. so cbf..

played AFL durin tutorial..

aite imma go fkin shower now, tired as.

gta wake up EARLY tomz, pick donna up, pick ione up n then pick gabby n head to the zoo for our science excursion =)

2010-04-15T23:06:00.004+08:00

did i mention PS I LOVE YOU is sucha good movie? besides the emotional part cos it gets to me..

well wrk today was good.. kept me bz. dropped a wine glass.. oh well we all have butter fingers..

gna go see matresses n beds tomz wit momzy..

most impt is to get a matress my back hurts LOTS!!! =(

and tomz nite, my loverboy n i are hdn to bursewood to catcha movie =) ive got discounts off! wheE~ lol..

and den sat is donna's 21ST!! whoots whoots!

ok i gta go get my photos loaded to usb n print em off tmr for gabby n donna =)

*edit*

actually i shall print it off n give it to em when ive taken picx frm their bday =) more meaningful.

im doin a 21st photo album thing for donna =)

and for gabby im giving her those photoframe where you can put 2 picx =) hee..

aint i schweet! lol....

i tink bestie imma keep the perfume to myself? im nt sure.. lol..

gna be a busy w/e.. ahh!! lol..

love em both girlies.. =)

2010-04-14T19:33:00.003+08:00

i was told nt to wrk today at childcare cos the person i was reliving was well =)

but this morn i received a call askin me to relieve another person so i did.

8:30 to 3:30.

so now total is bout 18 hrs.. cnt wrk anymore.. =(

well anw, today was funny, well i dno wad to say bout this whole week at childcare?

first was spew on me, changed 5-6 poo-ed nappies n today, sighs.. a toddler who is on toilet training pee-ed on me =x yes i didn even kno cos i was wearin my jacket n long fleece pants.

i didn kno till one of the kindy kids told me, someone's pee-ed! lol.. n i look on the floor n sorta spoke my mind, i wonder who?

n she told me look! its her.. lol.. pointin at the toddler i was carryin.. =(

changed her..

today all the kids kept clingin on to me, wonder if thts good or bad..

n my fav lil bubba ate HALF a plate of fruits!! she just kept goin n goin n goin even when the rest were out playin n i asked do u wanna go out n play? she said no n asked me for more fruits..

but soon i had to stop if nt shes gna feel sick.. LOL!! n at lunch she kept askin for more too!!

how much does she eat!! n shes nt chubby or anything.. i guess she's just growin =)

exercised just now, ran at neil hawkings n then did dips, push ups, sit ups n den bridge.. haha..

tryna implement the 'boot camp' in me.. but dw, i didn run tht much!! haha..

well hope tmr's grp meetin is on if nt srsly my group sux!

2010-04-12T20:01:00.002+08:00

child care today went pretty fast =)

did a morn poo..

n den went to toddlers for bit, den back to babies..

this lil 6 month old was a devil to meee =( speeeewwed on me n did a really wet nappy. =(

changed bout 6-7 pooed nappies today.. pretty sure i shld strike the lottery =) oh n i did afternoon tea n did dishes..

in short, i did a 68 point turn at lunch cos this BIG truck was blockin my way n the driver had to advice me what n how to turn.. lol..

nth funny happened at childcare..

wrkin again tmr from 9 to 11:30 i tink?

n the followin day 8:30 to 12:45.

today i worked from 8:15 to bout 5.. shag.. they rang me up at 6:30!! lol.. damn i wan my slp!! lol

so in total this week id roughly work bout 15 hrs.. times tht by 16$ = $240

yay!!! i wish id hit a thousand =( lol!!

if i wna hit a thousand a week n im only allowed 20 hrs, how much money shld i earn an hour? oooh simple math.. LOL

well it'll be a thousand divided by 20 which is 50 an hr.. NT POSSIBLE!! which therefore means, id nvr reach 1000 a week.. LOL!!!!

well save debbie save!! rahhh!!! =(

2010-04-08T22:25:00.002+08:00

man debbie's fallin sick!! ahhh

anw, todays wrk was i can say FUN!! lol..

funny ay.. sayin fun for JBBQ.. lol.. i was rly hyper n gtn things on the move! n apparently i spoke pretty well for my cantonese.. LOL..

funny.. i tink i mite be possessed? nah.. im still debbie me! prob cos im fallin sick..

like gan jie use to tell me " whenever u fall sick, ur character always change!" lol..

oh! i wna talk bout my kfc ystd but i shant go to details much.

ppl who kno me well, like bf, gan jie, bestie, i usually don yell or be 'rebellious' infront of strangers when im on my own =)

however ystd, i was alone in my car driving thru KFC when i bunch of cunts walked thru the take out speakers.. n heres how it goes...............

*lil boys talkin*

boy A to the speaker acting in a girls voice " can i order a krusher"

me " fk off" as he walked passed

speaker " was tht one krusher?"

me " fk you!" yelled cos he walked off

boy B " fk you!"

speaker " so was tht one krusher n was there anything else?"

me *points fingers to the group of boys* " whats ur fkin prob huh?! ( to the boys). sry no i didn order a krusher, it was some cunts. can i order the lunch special pls"

............................................ n the usual orderin finally takes place............................. =)

so yeh i was alone n i usually don do this.. LOL.. so i guess smth's goin on wit my brains?!!! lol.. probably preparing to fall ill!! lol.

oh well..

my right nostril is blocked.. LOL!! funny... =D

ciao!

2010-04-06T20:59:00.003+08:00

blood donation today was a BAD experience but it aint stoppin me.. =D

first i went there ALONE.

second i was hella nervous! (well duh! first time)

third they cldn find my vein on my left arm which is the arm tht usually has blood taken out from. they said my vein was too narrow for the needle! i swear i saw the needle n i was like " omFUCKINgod debbie, what the fk are u doin?" the need was like probably the size between ur index n pinky(accordin to my fingers) n the hole of the needl is this size -'0' yupp.

fourth, i told them to do it on my right arm n i was like OMG! blood.

ok so i m usually nt afraid of blood. like i don get scared when i see blood or get faint/ light headed.

but today i saw how much blood was taken out from me on tht weighing scale with the packet thing on there, i felt nauseous, n den the light headed-ness. and cos i nvr in my life felt light headed before, i didnt kno if this was it kickin in..

until my body was actually tellin me, " hey this feels wrong call the nurse just in case"

so i called out n she came over, yelled out "somebody bring me a fan!", stopped the blood from comin out, wrapped my arm, n laid me semi upside down in the chair..

n the other nurse soon came with the fan n a wet cloth.

i srsly tot i was gna die cos my eyes closed n the nurse kept sayin "try to keep ur eyes open, keep it open" n it was soo fkin hard just to get it opened..

after few mins, i was 'restored' back to normal. n they gave me an apple juice. i felt like a lil kid then =x lol..

i was 3 mins into it.. i guess it was nearly there cos i saw ppl just walkin in n out in n out so quickly..

so yeh.. thts my experience for u =)

my advice, yeh donating blood is good if u rly have the strong stamina and strong mind set.. LOL..

i forgot to bring my ipod to take my mind off it, which prob caused me to feel faint cos i kept lookin at how much blood was taken out. usually for blood test id look at the test tube n see my blood flow out cos im the sorta weird person who looks at such things u kno? LOL..

after blood, theres this lil area where u sit n have biscuits n drinks =)

aft tht drove to meet bub for work.. n i swear i cld NOT listen to my usual radio st. so i had to listen to the classical music.. lol.

i was sooo tired whn i was driving.. LOL..

had salad for lunch but then half way thru salad, i felt like eating fish ball soup noodle.. LOL!!

oh well. den i wanted to get boost, but there wasn enuff time =/

came home, told mum bout my experience n crashed the bed! lol..

anw im off now =)

dno how im gna wrk tomz at childcare carryin kids. n boot camp =x

2010-04-05T23:03:00.002+08:00

last day of easter which means last day of spending the long w/e wit bub bub =(

today was awesome!! watched cop out!!

n it was awesome as!!!

hey lets just say this is an exception tht im giving it 5/5 stars =)

i had no problem-o with any ppl around me n the show was just awesome =D

aft movie went to eat kfc =) was craving smth to eat where i can just sit down wit my bub bub n chill. lol..

i went to the toilet there n as i was washin my hands i somehow or rather cut my middle finger.. it wasn bleedin when i felt the cut, but it started bleedin when i was bout to eat! oh wells.

aft eating, headed to a new found park bub brought me to, n i told him " i think this is where all the neil hawkings duck went to."

there were just soo many ducks compared to neil hawkings now!!

saw ducklings, ducks, geese, EVERYTHING!! it was a wonderful place, n for a moment, i though to myself, " this place is so beautiful n wonderful tht when i get married, i wna come here n take my weddin picx!!" lol..

anw, i was lookin thru my old pic last dec n i still cant get over the fact tht my hair was THAT long!! lol.

i tink thts the record.. ive nvr had my hair tht long before in my life, n it takes me AGESSSSSSSSS to reach to tht length, but i had to cut it anw cos of the spilt ends n the dryness n it was rly unkempt.

so now ive gta fringe n im still contemplating if i wna cut short cos i kno thts gna take me forever to grow it to tht length! n if i don like my hair short, id regret it n prob be grumpy.. LOL.

i dno!!?

suggestions?

anw, im off to bed..

nitezz

2010-04-04T18:59:00.002+08:00

forgot to wish baby n i happy 10 months!! lol.

and,

happy easter to all!!

short summary of the past few days:

lady gaga was awesome!! thx bestie lots for my b'day pressie!! love it!! hehe..

went crazy when poker face came out! whoots~~!

the last song was bad romance! lol..

friday,

went to watch nanny McPhee!! hehe. love the show!!

headed to nicole's after for some gatherin with all the aunties n uncles.. lol..

played mahjong, had pizza for dinner, den played taboo n u srsly gta love this game!! lol.. justin n my fav word is "cocka-doodle-doo" n we'd all burst out laughin.. its just one of those times..

good times good times.. =D

sat,

went to the beach, sun tan nt much. mini tiff =x but alls good

n went to work..

workin next week thurs n fri again! but mite change fri to another day..

today-sunday!

hadda picnic by the beach with bub bub.. n he found my ticklish part which is my f**t.. lol.. ez guess ay!

so many funny things happened when we're sittin down, laughed n laughed n laughed! it was a good day!

aft eatin, headed to the beach n tanned it lots!! yay!! lol..

today ended well =)

m rly tired.. mite read a few sose chpts n get it outta the way since its hols now =)

n mite start to find a new job as always.. LOL..

ciao!

2010-03-30T20:50:00.001+08:00

sore from boot camp ystd n today!! lol.

id be missin out on the yummy treat n bbq on thurs as im goin to lady gaga!! but i was thinkin of attending the 6am one just to make full use of my $$ lol.

but we'll see how determined i am!! haha. =x

din go to the ed reps bbq today cos i was rly tired..

oh!! i gta pay rise!! hehe.. made me so happy. its like the first time in my life ive gta pay rise ay! lol.. im gtn paid 16 dollars n smth cents now!! whoots! lol..

don think JBBQ will give me one =x haha..

anw i rly wanna new job.. something diff tht'll keep me entertained.

i mite go get my rsa soon n work at para hopefully or euro.. LOL..

just dreamin at the mean time.. LOL..

lady gaga thurs!! lol..

still have to pay bestie her money =x opps! forgot to save =x ai ya ya ya ya!!

lol..

ok fb now =D

2010-03-29T21:03:00.002+08:00

best w/e in 2010 so far!! whoots~~

apparently i was off my face on friday! woke up with a hangover in my TUMMY nt my head.

got rdy for bestie's Zodiac..

love it!! didnt go to metros or anywhere after cos my legs were SORE n i was hungry n tired as!

so bub n i went to get kebabs n snuggled in the car whilst waiting for bestie to finish her nite =)

sunday brought isaac to his fren's party, den headed to neil hawkings park n off to sizzlers!

today! fkin woke up on the wrong side of the bed. tired as the whole day! got to uni liek 90 mins before the actual lecture starts!

boot camp after.. was alrite but i dno why i feel my stamina goin down rather than up?! or maybe its stayin the same? lol..

was listenin to donna tellin me how her w/e went for her mates 21st! lol.

funny as!

there are other stuff tht got me rly pissy n i would LOVE to tell the WHOLE WORLD how shit u are.. but nah, cbf dirtyin my blog.LOL..

cbf with anythin these days ay! i tink maybe i shld rearrange my priorities.. since i was nvr really #1 to u, n since u listen to what idiots tell u more than finding out the truth FIRST, yeh i rckn i shld do some changes around in MY LIFE too..

2010-03-25T22:32:00.002+08:00

today was awesome as!!! lol..

b'day lunch from gabby, a pink shot from trell, necklace and all my b'day photos printed out from donna!

LAST but NOT LEAST!!! a lovely necklace from bub! =) its frm juicy couture!! =D hehe. its a cherry one.. LOL.. cant find a pic of it online.. but yeh =D

bub drove me to boot camp today n finally met my uber hot instructor!! LOL

boot camp was more cardio trained today.. n it was tough as!

lucky our group won the race n didn have to do 50 push ups!! my group were like c'mon debbie u don wanna do push ups on ur b'day do ya! lol.

aft boot camp we went to whitties to walk around, had dinner, bot my laundry basket. lol..

had an awesome nite with bub though we didn do much but yer, it was special to me =D

made me smile all day..

actually today is the happiest day of my life! besides the bitch who nearly rammed my car at uni. but yeh we shant talk bout tht.. itd go on forever. idiot.

but yer other than that, alls good =D

hadda SUPER ULTRA AWESOME DAY!! n also besides the fact tht so many ppl were msgin me EARLY in the morn!! haha. disturb disturb disturb my beauty slp!!

oh n when i was driving half way, GAN JIE CALLED!!!! all the way from china.. LOL..

soz i was driving.. but yeh she wished me happy birthday!!

hahaha..

thx lots sister!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love u..

received a text frm madi wishin me happy birthday! n my facebook walll is pretty much flooded =D n as i walked pass ppl whom im nt rly close with today at uni but like i knew them, they too wished me happy birthday! lol..

awesome foursome, but this day is only gna last for another hour!

i cant be selfish n wished everyday wld be like this! but yer, my b'day wish is starting to come tru.. lol.. =D

nt gna say it but yeh!.. LOL..

whoooo-eeeeeeeeee~~

cant describe how euphoric i am right now! lol..

aite imma go sign off now n yupp a uni student gta do what a uni student gta do, online lecture.. =/

a BIG THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO TRULY MADE MY DAY SHINE!!

2010-03-24T18:52:00.002+08:00

the past few days was a BIG HUGE drama.. as u guys have heard, perth was hit by a massive storm tht hailed golf ball sized ice all over, mainly in the metro area n UWA.

luckily me n my uni mates were at the uni lib. but when we looked out we din rly say much cos yer it just looked like a norm storm.

but fk no when we walked outta the lib, it was thunder every 5 sec, rain drops were huge.

aftermath of that is, millions of dollars worth of damage to houses as trees fall into their back yard, flooded backyard and hail stones causing glass windows to shatter. cars were badly damaged too, i saw this pic whereby someone's spoiler fell out cos of the strom. powerlines were cut.. EVERYTHING. its like a mini 2012 ok.

scary but we survived it.. =x

no boot camp for tht day so yeh..

ystd din do much, went to uni to do assignment for bit den headed to boot camp, interviewed bestie's bro n did my rationale all the way to fkin 3am in the morn..

woke up this morn n i swear, MASSIVE eye bags tht i hope i wont encounter ever again, eyes were droopy n deffo cld nt open em.

headed to uni n printed off my shit cos i dno why n proceeded to the tutorial without gabby.

had fun in tutes..

missed the lect cos i had child care frm 11-6! fkin oath!

few new kids.. all i kno is tht im tired, n as much as i wna do my phys ed reflection tmr, i have a tight, really tight feeling tht i shld do it today =) n i tink i would..

gna shower nw n do my phys ed..

gta fkin catch up with lots of readings!!!!!!!! gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh =x

birthday tomz!! whoo~~

to ECU TAV!!!

2010-03-21T21:20:00.002+08:00

i swear instead of becomin a gym junkie, im becomin a car junkie!

well nt tht i kno lots bout cars or anything its just im sooooo fkin in to it. more in to it then before..

besides installin the extractors part n the exhaust i found out that i can put a TURBO in my car too =)

hehee.. *gleams*

but thts still along dream away cos i don rly hav a proper job now so yeh..

im gtn subs n amps soonish =)

JB's hvn sale like a double sub for 188!!! well the sub tht i wan =) nt sure bout amps just yet!

brock's tellin me he got his sub for 30$ im like WTF no way man. the minimum cost of subs at JB is like 98$.

so brock's helpin me get a price for my sub n amp tomz =) yay! its always gd to kno ppl ay!

im in no hurry to get tht fix up so yeh alls good =)

imma go slp now actually.. tired as FK.. lol..

nitez all

2010-03-21T19:44:00.003+08:00

i just wish what happened ystd will just magically appear instead of my typing.. lol.. ok here goes the long post!

woke up at 8? got rdy n bub came to pick me up at 10:15 to pick up my cake =)

it was an awesome foursome cake =) too sweet though.

on the way to freo, we were talkin laughin pokin the cake cos the icing was rock solid hard(prob nt the best thing to do) n then here we go, poke! bub poked it but it din poke a hole in the cake, instead his hand had accidently rubbed against my plaque tht says happy birthday debbie! the 'A' for happy was ruined the worst!

upset for bit, argued blah blah blah..

but then i realised tht my camera has a stylus so i used it to sorta rectify the wording.. LOL!!

reached freo n we're lost! my directions were RIGHT but bub decided to go here n there n blah blah blah. round 2 of arguement! but yeh finally we reached the place.. i swear, under stress n pressure, my bf cannot think n will get aggressive =)

reached there, quickly ask the person to put my cake in the refrigerator as it was out n exposed to the sun for quite a long while..

trell came first, followed by donna n matt, phii n nicole n gabby n brock..

yupp all my frenz are taken cept for trell n nicole =)

went there, greeted by this guy who was AMAZINGLY friendly =)

had a free cocktail treat from him which he chose for me midori splice =)

the rest ordered their drinks.

chatted for bit n off we went to the food!!!

yum nom nom nom!!

i swear bub n trell cld have an eatin competition ay! lol..

eat talk eat talk eat talk REST! eat talk eat talk eat talk REST! LAUGH! eat talk eat talk eat talk.

CAKE TIME!

bub was uber sweet to ask the guy to bring out the cake etc.

sang happy birthday song =D made 2 wishes actually n blew out my candle which supposedly meant to have purple flames..

after cake, i tink bub, matt n trell went to get more food!!! OMG!!! lol..

yeh i kno =) guys guys guys =) lol..

chilled there for bit n everyone went home to rest n get rdy for the nite!

bub sent me home, put my cake down n changed to home clothes

washed my car =) yes i washed my car.. n i SWEAR im nt doin it alone ever again!! lol..

cos im soo small n short, its hard to wash sucha big car compared to my size =)

realised my car batt wldn start so instead of goin round to the back to wash the soap off, mum had to help me carry 3 pails of water out to wash my car =/

hurried n rushed to get rdy for the nite.. showered n make up everythin.. omg..

trained down to the city =)

headed to the deen first to get my wrist bands =)

n off we went to euro bar to meet emily n her bf for rosie's 21st!!

treated her to a shot of bacardi 151 =) n it apparently tasted btr than the one at metros.. LOL..

tht was a kick start for me ay! started to feel it kickin in so yeh.

marty treated me to corona =)

headed to the deen n i bot myself a jager bomb! apparently tht wasn discounted =( sad ay!

daiquiri's were only 4$ so yeh aft my jager bombs, i had 2 daiquiri's n thats it to last me out through the nite =D whee~

dance dance DANCED!!!

met up with tahnee n this guy wanted to treat me to a drink cos its my b'day but yeh didn cos bub nearly hadda fight with him.

sry i got pissy at u bub guess i din realise u were just tryn to protect me just incase he mite spike my drink ay! xx

headed to paramount after n i swear music's dropped HEAPSS!! fkin hell its all those funny music now no more whee~!! hyper ones.. LOL.

another fight nearly started again but this time it was me.. LOL..

bub n i were dancin, n this indian, arab, pakistani (dno which one) just kept STARING n STARING at me like theres no tmr makin me feel uncomfortable! fk man..

den he went to the bar n rudely told matt to move aside n den matt was like talkin to him blah blah blah cldn rly hear.. but i heard smth like " why do u keep staring at her man"

so i approached him sayin to him " wtf you keep staring at me for huh?! u gta prob with me or smth? wtf's wrong?" n i was yeh showin hand sign like c'mon bring it on id beat u to a fight.. LOL..

i swear i was 'that' sober to do that.. lol.. he was lookin at me sleazily, makin me feel uncomfortable i swear i just wanted to KNOCK him out!

headed to the court aft but donna n matt headed home cos donna's a big anti hobo. so yeh =/ soz hun.

headed to the court n i swear i cant walk cos of my heels! =(

so we sat down n trell went to dance, soon after we had to bid trell goodbye to find marty who didn wna follow us to court.

stuff happened, confusion, nearly had fights with the abo's/coons..

n finally i managed to persuade marty to follow us to board the train..

n finally we reached joondalup..

went to get maccas cos marty was hungry

n bub dropped me off..

one full on nite =) enjoyed myself.. like i said i aint ltn any hiccups make my life miserable =)

and today!

woke up at 9 smth, got rdy left the house n realised my car died on me again! fk it..

got uncle teddy to jumpstart my car =)

picked bub up n headed to brocko =)

serviced my car there, went to get parts for it n i swear the sound of it is soo much smoother now =)

din do anything to it just smoother.. prob the oil. it was fun watchin first hand experience onhow ur car gets fixed..

Dom managed to help us get batt(150), car oil( 32), oil filter(12?) = $194 for just 160!

so basically its nearly the price of the batt to service my car =)

good deal or what..

my shout to lunch domino's pizza. 3 Large pizza, garlic bread n coke for just 42$ lol..

chilled for bit talked bout car parts etc.. n i learnt few new things =) haha..

so i cant rly change my exhaust pipe if i want to cos of few things which i cnt rly rmb.

aft brocks we went to the beach to chillax for bit =)

yeh. thts pretty much my day

gna see what i can do for my sci curriculum thing now =)

2010-03-20T00:06:00.003+08:00

"when life hits u in the face like uve just ran into a brick wall, dont stop but run THROUGH it." =)

im stressed, yess im stressed..

first up is uni assignments, fkin sci rationale, SnE class test next week. and other assignments which are are vaguely explained.

2nd, im nt tht pumped for my b'day tmr =/ dno why maybe cos of things at the back of my mind. but i hope things will get btr tmr n yeh make me smile =)

3rd, smth happened which im nt rly sure of but some videos are scaring the shitz outta me ay! damn media rly pollutes ppl's mind. =/ n the tot of me seein it is givin me goosebumps(sad)

4th, i still neea a proper job with proper hours!

5th, i wish my hemstring wld just be like how it used to be...

5 things.. all squeezed into my lil brain..

but im bracing it with all i can no matter what shit tht is puttin me down..

first, im doin my sci now, completed 1/3 of it after remaining on the first page for AGESSSS..

2nd id just smile like theres no tmr, live life once, be happy n nvr regret isn tht ur thang debbie?

3rd imma go professional instead of stupid vids, id ask the experts =D haha..

4th a job is still btr than no job.

5th id just bare with pain..

so yeh.. just gna smile tht poker face away =)

i just wish for once, someone will actually plan my birthday for me like when i was little... n all i had to do was to invite my frenz.... mmmmm blisss..

but nw i plan for my birthday. lol.. actually glad im nt in management ( i cant think of tht work right now but its to do with planning and programming). oh!! event management.. LOL........

stress to the max cos i have this 'disease' in me called "everything must be perfect/ up to maximum standard" u kno. n it'll kill me if i see a stain on any of my plans!! n will try v hard to KILL it.. Lol.

anw, i tink i shld get back to my rationale..

n yes, the rationale tht ive been talkin bout on my blog, has nt been started till today.. lol..

n no my pimples are nt gtn btr =( sighs..

anw im off now. gna slp..

bub pickin me up tmr at 10:30 YAY!!

2010-03-19T12:29:00.002+08:00

FML FML FML FML FML

FML

ystd just sooo wasnt my day..

woke up at my usual time thts normal, until i got to my car.

battery had died on my AGAIN!!! so i decided i needed to call RAC..

den i realised my phone was left at home on my bed.. so i went to take it.

so i called n they told me in order for them to come jump start my car, i needed to pay for my insurance as im turnin 19.. so i said ok. didn hav cash on me, so i had to in to the house again n get my money and mum ask wad was goin on. din wna stress her so i said oh i forgot my stuff..

n it took fkin RAC 30 mins to get to my house when i SWEAR there the nearest RAC is just 5-10 min drive away

so they FINALLY came, jump start my car n the guy was tellin me this will only last me to uni n when im comin home the car wldn start blah blah blah.. wadev.. n if it doesn start id needa change a new batt for 170$$

im like WTF??????????

so headed to uni at like 8:45am n im like fkin hell no parkin!! SCREW THIS.. sooo wasn my day.

but a nice security person said theres a new parkin just down the road n i swear if he asked me to go to the overflow, id yelled at him but no, he said turn left when u exit the car park, straight thru round bout n first left, theres a car park.. so yeh..

parked there, n by the time i walked to the lect hall, it was 9am! so im like no way in hell m i gna walk in when there's only 15 mins left of the lect.. LOL..

so i waited outside the lect hall..

finally gabby n trell came out, headed to cafe 6 to grab a bite, but fkin cramps wldn let me EAT!!

so gabby bot chips for us to share, but i soo wasn in the mood to eat..

headed to the benches just by the library as trell went for his sports..

talked goss blah blah blah.. LOL..

headed off to do our sci rationale..

smth happened.

gabby n i totally shat ourselves worried sake bout wad happened..

finally when we wanted to get started on our sci thingo, i was so tired i started yawnin like every 1 min..

called bub at lunch spoke to him.. n soon after gabb n i headed for our tute..

tutor said " this is the one lesson that id be teaching you guys bout history and the new changes in the curriculum all the way till u graduate, this is the only one lesson."

what I heard " there wont be any more teachin of history for you guys due to the new changes of the curriculum when u guys graduate."

this is what happens when debbie is dozing of to la la land when she DEAD tired n has no fkin mood.. everythin she hears is just blah blah blah..... or wrong info.. LOL!

as RAC predicted, my car wldn start..

gab sis came n there was jumperleads in her car so we tried to jump start my car from a police car as they were helpin us.. apparently it doesn work..

den ecu's security came n took me to the facilities buildin and a guy came to help me out..

he was really friendly. he used to be a mechanic =)

before he jump started my car he checked the fluid in there n said come hav a look, the batt's dried out, u needa add fluid in there for it to jump start if nt there just wldn be any sparks..

so yeh we went to add water in there n BOO YAH!!! it started!!! YAY!!!!!

asked him if i needed to change my batt cos RAC said so n he said no theres no need to n gave me the look- "they just wna earn money" LOL..

so yeh went to booot camp, played "chasey" up the stairs and i RE PULLED my hemstring AGAIN!!!

fk MAN so wasnt my day ay!!

mr nice guy was like " deb, ur done, go to the recpetion n get ice pack n ur done for today see u on monday"

so i wanted to go n den i realised i cant cos bub's nt rdy yet. so i asked if i cld stay on n he said ok.

he asked me to take a slow walk up the stairs n when i reach up there, do 3 sets of 10 dips n push ups..

so i did it,

came back down n they headed to the oval. did some sprints etc.

n jogged back to CLC..

cooled down n headed home!

went to late nite wit bub n i cnt rmb wad i wnted to get but i got my leg grip for my hemstring.

hella tired i swear i cannot rmb wad happened last nite aft i dropped bub off at his..

crashed the bed immediately when i reached home and thts bout 9:45pm?

didn even say nites to bf.

woke up at like 11am this morn.. lol..

childcare called but i cnt work as i pulled my hemstring..

n den i rmb wad i was suppose to get for late nite.. my shoes to match my DRESSS for my b'day!! lol.. dumb debbie.. its like her days in her mind are all messed up..

m rly tired but imma try to get my sci rationale done!

2010-03-17T16:26:00.002+08:00

omg!! i hope my pimples will be gone by sat!!! =/

don wanna have pimples poppin out on my birthday lunch with lotsa picx to be taken =x n hell no way m i gna cake my face with foundation n concealer.. i don have a habit of tht =D

anw, went to c bub at lunch today. aft tht before hdn home, i went to order my cake!!

m happy bout the design i chose m still LOVING the other tiffany blue colour cos its a unique colour. but sighs tht cant be made cos of the flower on there smth to do with the weather..

anw, yeh, my cake turned out to be more expensive than i tot. wasnt gna spend more than a hundred but i spend 20$ above tht.. so yeh im pretty sure if ur smart nuff u'd figure it out =)

but the design n all thts special.. its cos the icing they're gna use is the btr one nt those buttered icing..

i decided to drive around n get lost, went to JB HI-FI.. saw an awesome sub which is soo fkin cheap! 188 man!! n i haven rly looked at the amps yet =)

thx to the guy tht was serving me, he explained to me what an amp n a sub is.. =D

there was a package frm sony i tink? or toshiba?

it inclded the deck, speakers, subs, amps, amps wiring all for just 1500..

but i don rly needa deck nor speakers..

id prob see whats the go aft my birthday n mite get the SUB first cos its 188, gd deal. i tink its a double sub. cos its like 2 BIG speakers into one (to say it stupidly)

ive saved up like 500$ for my laptop, n im DEFFO NOT TOUCHING it.. cos i rly needa lappy before this one dies!!!

i don mind takin some savings out from my juicy couture bag n get the sub first, cos srsly, i don rly need an extra bag rite? ive got my Kate Spade, Louis Vuitton, Ferrari, Paris Hilton, Lanvin. n so much more i srsly shld nt be tempted to get another bag JUST CAUSE of the brand rite? tell me im right =D

oh SHUCKS!!! i just realised brock's servicing my car so id need $$$ for my parts =x DAMN!!

he offered to get em all for me. BUT HELL NO WAY m i lettin him do tht cos it just doesn feel right =D n i hope he doesn get shitty at me or gab gab..

ok so plans changed, id use money to from my J.C savings for my car servicing n den stick to the original plan of we'd see how it goes aft my b'day.. LOL!!!!

ok time to fkin do rationale.. I SWEAR!!!!!!!

ughhhhhhhhhh...

hard to get fkin started!!!!!! ughhh.

2010-03-16T15:52:00.001+08:00

actually i shld do my sci rationale aft boot camp =)

for now, imma go hav my yoghurt, n hav a rest though i just woke up bout 4 hrs ago =/ lol..

2010-03-16T14:28:00.003+08:00

boot camp was alrite ystd.. =)

pushed myself for the runs but nt for stations cos of bloody hemstrings..

last nite when i was sleepin, i forgot all bout my hemstring n pulled it doubly hard tht when i woke up i was like FK!!!!! =(

shld see a doc ay. lol. cbf.. n too lazy to go to the pharmacist to get the stretcher thing for it..

i din wake up till bout 12 btw.. LOL.. too tired from this pain-ness.. LOL

it'll get btr =) i hope =/ lol..

anw, omg.. sci rationale.. due 24th march!!

ugh.. learn frm last yr's mistake, imma try to get it done before my early birthday celebration this week. lol.. don wanna rush it through like last yr n i was fkin spaced out.. omg =/ but it was good fun rushin it through with gabby n trell standin by to help me.. early in the friggin mornin.. lol..

aite imma start some writing first in my sci notebook bout my sci rationale before i start typin cos id actually get distracted when im typing by fkin fb etc.. LOL..

toodles..

doubt id blog much this week cos of assignments.

ordering cake tomz!! yay!! ehhe..

2010-03-14T20:57:00.002+08:00

bum di dum di dum di dum! lol

hadda awesome day in the city today with bub bub!!

bot my birthday dress =) though its bit plain n simple, its classy =D haha.. now i just needa get shoes for it =)

walked around, went myers, David Jones, supre, all over!! lol..

made fun of funny ppl like those emos etc.

fell asleep on the train ride back in baby's arms =) felt so nice n secured.. haven had tht feelin in a long long while =)

n den we went to get chicken treat for din din =D

thts pretty much wad happened today =)

nth much but i still enjoyed it wit my boy =D

2010-03-12T22:59:00.001+08:00

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2010-03-12T22:44:00.003+08:00

ive given up,

ive let the string go loosely as they fly with the wind.

theres no hope.

no more second chances.

its all over.

its all gone.

no turning back.

whats happened has happened.

time has ticked, time has gone by.

no more tears debbie, no more.

"there's always sunshine and rainbow after a storm".

told myself that many times.

apparently i feel,

life is just like weathers.

theres always sunny, rainy, stormy, and cloudy days.

even as the sun shines above me realistically,

practically, its raining to me.

the days back then, thou they were bad and unhealthy for me,

at least it was sunshine for me everyday when it rained.

thou they were bad and unhealthy for me,

i still knew how to smile, laugh and enjoy.

free, like a bird.

i wanted to write this on fb but it was too long, so i just hav to write it on my blog aft an angry post.. LOL

2010-03-12T22:11:00.002+08:00

is this wad u wan? is this wad u FKIN want huh fat cunt!? u just messed wit the fkin wrong bitch here fat douche.

yes imma hurl abuses on u on here.. m nt mentionin names. so u cant say im sayin its u cos it always cld be someone else.

ur a fkin FAT sad kid man. fkin older than 35 n ur behavin like a fkin 2y.o

geez grow some balls n srsly grow up n look aft ur KIDS man!

i kno how much u hate me i know how much u wna it to be over but hey, ur gtn there but u kno wad i don give a shit wad u say. yeh u may get me upset all in all, but obviously u don kno tht my trust has actually improved! so fk u n ur fkin shit tryin to say "pigs can fly" cos get it over with, i trust him more now

so u can just take ur fkin FAT ARSE over to tht fkin SAD humongous corner n cry cos ur plan failed!

u shld fkin go learn what moral values are and what RESPECT IS. grow up n stop being a fkin 2yo, ur nt gna earn any respect tht way.

u wna play on. i DARE u. i SWEAR id make ur LIFE twice as miserable as what u can imagine.

u wan me to respect u first, u fkin show respect first u cunt. fkin old man tryna act fkin hip-hop-gangsta style, thinkin ur so young still, n think u can fkin hook up wit chicks n nt to mention cheat on ur wife. ur an old sag. srsly no one wants u they're just entertainin you to fkin 'give u face'

fk off n get a life. if u need one, the jail always has available slots, i mean afterall uve stolen stuff haven u?

2010-03-11T22:00:00.002+08:00

boot camp today was TORTURE!!

my quads are still SORE! not to mention my bum too!!

n guess wad we had to do today?

army style yo!

crawl under table

run in tyres with both legs this time (like wad u see on TV)

carry a 10kg ring (from the weights) n do squats 10 times

carry a pipe, push it up, bring it back down to shoulders n den do squats, 20 times

push ups 20

jump squats 20

push against my UBER buff trainer's strength!

bridge for 30 secs

chair position against wall for 30 secs

run up the hill, go around the round bout and back down.

think its done? NOO way.. tht'll be TOO EASY!!!

we had to do tht 3 times!!

aft tht we took a wad 1 min drink brk n bam! we had to do sprints.. =/ short ones so yeh thts alrite..

den cooled down n ended the sesh with a 45 sec bridge, whoever drops, re start.. =( n someone dropped the first round.. so yeh.. had to do it again..

aft lesson, spoke to coach bout how to trim the core, so he said basically, bridge will help it cos ur suckin in ur abs.

and then he said get them huge bouncy balls ( i cnt rmb wad word he used) n like just exercise on em..

meetin bestie tmr nt sure what time.. followin her to her shots.. i srsly needa massage.. so yeh i mite get one aft at my all time fav place at lakeside shoppin centre =)

anw, aft boot camp, went to pick bub up n headed to shops to get milk n i forogt to get my energy drink =/

got mum's milk but forgot bout my own drinks =/

i need like a gym membership to cont my exercise aft the boot camp if nt srsly, its nt gna do anything..

hate the air here, i cant run outside, its too dry for my throat, i tink ive pushed myself in breathin in dried air till such a point, my throat hurts nw =( sux shit ay!

anw, left with one chpt of my SnE readings =) cos ive done em today whilst waiting for trell n candace to fin their sports.. while i was a loner.. lol..

n den ive gta do my science rationale.. =)

2010-03-10T20:58:00.002+08:00

omgomgomg!!

i was late this morn.. cldn get up cos i was soo sore frm boot camp =x

spoke too soon i guess. i tot we didn do much but hey guess what i was all sore this mornin tht its sooo hard to get on the toilet bowl cos my bum hurts now =/

dno wads in for boot camp tmr =/ ughh.........

hella tired.. still hav e to do SnE stuff n sci rationale due on my birthday again.. still rmb my birthday last yr was... uhhh. lol. assignment due n i was like bit outta the world mode.. LOL..

anw, imma go shower nw n do my SnE for tmr =/

2010-03-09T20:56:00.002+08:00

boot camp today was AEWSOME!

nt as tiring as any ive ever done =)

just had a run around CLC once for warm up n den did stations.

den another lap with a timer this time.. LOL..

srsly im pushin myself every sesh ay..

ohoh!! n for stations, we did boxin.. haha.. the trainer asked if i did any training before or was it cos i was rly angry LOL..

oh well i guess it was more angry cos i hadda pic of tht slut in my head.. had to push it to the limits u kno =D haha..

but yeh boot camp was fun today =)

thts all i can say..

oh ed rep bbq was awesome.. sold out pretty quick.. n yeh 3/4 was gone before i left for childcare =)

n now im gna do my sci readings =D

tata~

2010-03-09T16:30:00.002+08:00

ok so maybe i didn get my job.. LOL..

oh wells, at least ive got my current jobs still.. ugh...

alls fine. just bbq-ed today at school had AEWSOME fun cept for the fact that hot FATTENING oily SAUSAGE OIL kept splashin on me =( lol...

but it was fun =)

went to childcare to work after that =)

12:30 to 4.. ughh.. lol.. my fav baby has been put to toddlers room!!! LOL..

i didnt kno tht when i was told i was in toddlers for today so i was like owe cant see my baby..

den as i walked in all was asleep so i didn or rather cldn recognise who's who..

den when everyone woke up, my fav baby came up to me straight away n wanted me to carry her!! LOL..

read in one of my childcare & development books that this sign shows tht the toddler is safe around you n hav an attached feeling towards u..AWWEEE..

lol..

boot camp ltr on again =D

soo tired man.. srsly.. arms are like sooo sore!!!!!!! frm ystd..

i srsly can feel the muscles startin to form in my arms!!! LOL..

my abss.. geeezzz i need to get those fat off =) its gtn there slowly but yeh i love boot camp..

came home ystd n i tot, if only EVERYDAY for the rest of the remaining 4 weeks, i cld be as determined to work n nt give in soo easily to pain so quickly.. LOL.. damn!!

i wan abs abs ABS!!!

ok gta go eat my snack now =) xx

2010-03-08T20:26:00.002+08:00

steps steps steps n MORE STEPS!!!

boot camp today is the worst ( cross my fingers n hope tmr will be btr)

i cant even type properly now..

we had to carry tyres n my fingers are all blistered from tht..

carried tyres, ran with it, carried n ran tgt with them.

placed them down, ran up 110 steps, run n steppin one foot in 5 tyres( if tht makes sense.i srsly cant think) 3 times

den ran up 110 steps, every 3 flights this time we had to do some exercise.

so the first exercise was push ups against the railings, 2nd was squat jumps, 3rd wad dips.. n when we reached to the top, we only had like wad 30 - 60 secs breather n we had to go bck down doin the same shit.. =/

reached the bottom n had to do tht steppin in tyres thing again once, went up the steps doin the same thing again but when we came bck down this time, we just went straight down =)

carried the tyres back to CLC, stretched n cooled down n went home..

whoo~ pushed myself HARD today =)

was sooo fkin breathless..

came home, had dinner, showeered n when i called bf, i mixed my number with his number.. LOL.. how fked up is my brain with the need of oxxygen??

i mixed the first 4 digits of my number n the last 5 digits of his.. n if u realised im short of one number. LOL..

anw, helpin out tmr at a BBQ in uni =D

n aft tht ive got child care frm 12:30 to 4..

ugh.. so nt gna carry any kids ay.. arms are gna be sore as F...

now i needa get my breathin bck to normal n start doin my reflection for phys ed =D

ciao for now =)

ohooh.. i mite book my tattoo on the 1st of june or somewhere along the lines..

2010-03-07T19:56:00.002+08:00

everybody's singin the song imma bee by B.E.P. LOL..

but im singing do you remember, all of the times we had- memories by jay sean =)

anw, met up with bub today...

catched alice in wonderland 2d.. i rckn 3d wld be more awesome.. LOL..

had subway for lunch.. m eating healthy ok.. =)

anw, boot camp tmr =) lol.. time to exercise n shed off what ive been eating =D haha..

hope i can push myself further this time n nt give up so easily.. even though i feel my muscles n bones are gna give way or even if im bout to faint...

"failure is nvr an option" learnt tht from my coach =)

needa hair cut soon =) lol..

dno where i shld cut .. ive been wantin to cut short but i dno if i wna cos my hair is not re-bonded now.. so sometimes it get hella frizzy.. =x

dno if i wanna add colour in my hair..

nah i tink id just stick to just cut.. lol.. my hair has nuff chemicals =) its all fallin off so easily..

nth else i wanna say..

gna go shower n slp cos i haven been slpin well this whole week/ weekend.. so yeh =/

2010-03-07T08:48:00.005+08:00

bestie n i decided to watch a late nite movie last nite =) lol

dear john.. n it srsly wasted 2 hrs of our lives.. LOL!! well cept for the fact i gt to see channing.. LOL..

yes im up early again cos of somebody n i cldn slp again =/ oh wells.. id just bare what he said in mind to me =)

dno wads the plan for today.

~~suppose to meet tht somebody but he's nt answering his phones nor replyin msges cos apparently, he was told to off his phone last nite.. thts hella sad..~~

~~anw, tht person isn replyin me so y shld i give a fkin damn rite? yepp thts MY attitude to u.~~

~~mite be followin bestie ltr.. just walk around her neighbourhood.. exercise bit n den head for some light tea or smth..~~

~~dno wads the stich yet.. i rang her up n she's still slpin..~~ LOL..

i mite head back to bed actually since everyone's asleep n the plan for meetin up with me as a bf has nt rly confirmed wad time im pickin him up. but stuff tht, cos if he's gna put everythin else infront of me like goin out n stayin over at his mates when im suppose to meet him etc, i tink i can do tht too =)

~~n I WILL n I AM. cos i mean afterall this r/s rly doesn mean anything to the both of us anymore does it?~~

~~we sorted stuff out n then it repeats again. he promised he wldn turn his phone off but he did.~~

~~i kno somehow or rather, someday along sometime this week, either u or ur dad is gna read my blog n then ur gna chuck a sad at me but srsly,~~ i rly had enuf. no names mentioned here man, i cld be talkin bout anyone in general =)

did i say i was talkin bout you? or you? or you there sittin on the couch? no..

m just sayin things in general..

lots love.

xoxo

2010-03-06T18:02:00.003+08:00

shoppin today with BESTIE was AWESOME!!! LOL..

trained to town..

headed to miss maud FIRST to eat as she was feelin hungry but as usual doesn finish her food =)

strolled to supre, bot a pair of white shorts =D yay! finally got white shorts!! sad thing was i tink its a CRAZY sale that my pair of shorts that i was eyeing is gone.. =/ i shall come back another day =)

n bot a silver top for donna's 80's.

crossed over to city beach n used my gift card n bot a jumper for winter.. LOL!! looks bogan to me but i hella love the print on it so yeh =)

strolled to valley girl n bot the dress i saw at morely the other day =D

thts bout it.. headed home after..

dno wads the plan.. m hell bored at home...............................

la la la la lala..

bestie's rly crazy over lady ga ga.

dno whats gna happen to her when concert comes.. =/ lol.

she's gna go MAD MAD CRAZYILY INSANE!!! haha

love u still

aite i dno what im gna do now..

fb prob.. lol

xoxo..

2010-03-06T09:18:00.005+08:00

im in love with lily allen's new song back to the start =)

AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME. n all the more it makes me want to go to england EVEN MORE!!! haaa..

she always writes songs tht i can actually RELATE to my life. LOL..

well anw, im awake since 6am cos i cldn slp thx to someone =/

but anw, doesn matter now does it.. always the same.. so meh..

hdn out later wit bestie!! lol..

sry bout the other time? when we were suppose to head out with may may.. my bad.. totally forgot bout everythin..

anw goin out today wit bestie to make up for the other day n for our 3 years anni!! lol.

we always celebrate every year but yeh this year's hectic man..

uni, bf, uni, bf, uni, bf, work. uni, bf, uni, bf, uni, bf, work.

it goes on.. lol..

anw bestie what do u rckn lunch at the pancake house?? like the good'ol days?!! lol..

she's prob still snoozing or helpin her mum clean the deck..

i feel like goin back to slp but if i do, id prob wont wake up till like 1pm.. lol..

anw.. my fav part of lily allen's song of back to the start is:

Believe me when I say

that I can not apologize enough

When all you ever wanted from me was the token of my love

And if it's not too late,

could you please find it deep within your heart,

to try and go back,

go back to the start

ok bloggers bit fked up =/

2010-03-05T15:11:00.002+08:00

if only money was soo easy to earn like today =) lol..

wasnt tht busy today so i was just pluckin long beans n cuttin chilli.. LOL.

got 38.60 for just doin tht.. lol. so yeh...

puttin money aside for gtn stuff tht i wanna buy =)

bestie n i mite be goin out tmr =)

gna have a look at some sports wear stuff (maybe)

have a look at supre n city beach to use my voucher =)

but alls nt confirm yet..

m so tired mite have a shower n slp.. lol..

ohoh!! m healthy eating ay!! subway all the way =)

john n jen n lily said ive slimmed down.. LOL.

don tink its slimmin down but rather toned up =D

i cant slim any further.. so yeh just toning up will do =D

aite gna shower n napp..

2010-03-05T11:01:00.003+08:00

ystd was awesome i must say =)

job interview went great =D

lunch with gabby at KFC.. LOL.. jus to u kno treat myself..

headed back to uni n got into our groups..

sorted stuff out n headed home..

cooked my dinner n waited for donna to pick me up =)

headed to boot camp n ugh.. wasnt expecting it to be soo tough!! lol..

we ran in the bushes towards a flight of stairs up the stairs n back down. this was only a trail run..

next when we went up again we werent allowed to touch the hand rails n no stopping..

after we headed to a field to do suicide runs!!! i cld only do lap cos i was rly light headed n felt like throwin up. spoke to Mr Nice Guy bout it n he said take a rest..

after resting we did a run up a small hill n at the top we did push ups, n ran back down n did squats. each time we ran up n down our push ups n squats were doubled.. did till 10.

after which we gathered in a circle n did bridges followed by crunches followed by bridges again n back to CLC..

got our boot camp pack n headed home..

came home watched Beethovan wit issac n den crashed on the bed at bout cant rmb wad time.. was soo tired frm everythin..

today im wrkin JBBQ from 12-2. LOL..

den tonite watchin a movie with bub.. nt sure wad show yet.

2010-03-03T16:20:00.002+08:00

ahhh!! woke up this mornin n my whole body was SORE!!!!!!!!!! =/

cldn stretch!! omg.. lol.. boot camp ftw.. oh wow..

anw headed to uni got a parkin =D yay!!

n met gabby at sci tute =D

den sci lect.. followed by computers for bit n gabby went home..

i was doin my stuff on the comp n trell's like cmon debbie, lets go to the tav with candace n scottay!! lol..

left uni at bout 12:30 n hded to bubs for lunch =)

jam fest jam fest JAMFESTT!!!

tickets are 125!!! gta get it fast ay..

all my suburban music ppl are comin to PERTH!!! whooooo~~

its on the 18th of april..

gee.. this month followed by next month is gna be PACKED!!!

first up is 20th march- My birthday lunch followed by Rosie's 21st at euro bar n my 19th at the deen.

next is 17th april- Donna's 21st at her hse dressed in the 80's n Gabby's birthday!

18th april JAM FEST 2010!!!

gee.. nt much events but they're all packed on the same day!!! omFg..

oh to top it up, uni assignments wld be due too =/ so yeh, gta get em outta way ASAP i rckn.. LOL..

anw, science for today, did a sponge activity

followed by a take home activity which is hairy heads tht gabby brought home n i brought home a jiffy pot.. LOL..

dno wad im meant to do for the jiffy pot =/ lol...

all i kno is tht lecturer said to keep it moist so yeh.. lol..

well anw, im off to do my sci readings n then my SnE readings.. =/

hmmm

doesn sound like a good plan but oh well debbie.. u learn frm last year chicka, keep up with the pace.. LOL

2010-03-02T21:25:00.002+08:00

ohohoh!!!

happy birthday to JOSEPHINE WONG SAN YEE aka gan jie!!!

happy birthday my dear girl!

hope ur havin fun bck home =D

21st we'd be celebrating it BIG yeh cos we nvr celebrated our b'day tgt since i came here =(

anw, hav fun but rmb, drive safe, stay healthy n study hard for ur last lap =D

miss you!!

xoxo

2010-03-02T21:11:00.002+08:00

omg today was sucha mad day..

i FKIN forgot i was meetin bestie n may may at city!!

had to cancel it last min last nite when i realised shit, after childcare i gta go pay my medical stuff den head home n start cookin my meal for boot camp..

cooked pasta with ham n sundried tomatoes n sweet potato but the sweet potato went all wrong cos of the stupid oven so i had to do it MY style.. =p

yummm

its bit plain so mum n i added tabasco =p

thts the trick!

lol

lotsa left over cos mum asked me to use up the remaining pasta thts left. so dumped the whole lot in =)

had to rush through my cookin n only ate like for 15 mins.. lol..

n dashed outta house..

glad i left early cos i gt fkin LOST!

don wanna talk bout it ay.. lol..

i was hdn the right way n thn i tot i wasnt.. so im like wtf?!!!!!!!

anw, boot camps FUN but oh my my my.. deffo not for one who's tryin to slim down but rather get fitter..

came home n though my muscles are nt ACHING NOW, they will tmr..

uhhh.. science tmr =) =( i dno to smile or to cry.. LOL!!!

anw, happy 9 months bub!! geez times gone slow/quick u get wad i mean?? lol..

anw imma go read on my sci chpts n yeh.. print off notes!!

2010-03-01T20:32:00.002+08:00

omgomg omGAAA!!!

lol...

this heat is killin me n i cant slp!!!

n i walked to uni today =) tot it was a good exercise but NO! its nt.. LOL.. nt with such hot weather..

anw, met up wit bub during lunch cos its labour day.. went to soverign.. hadda few chips n drink n headed back to uni.. =/

sports was fun!!! lol..

ran around did stuff.. lol..

donna got picked up by her bf so he dropped me off on the way home too with donna's sister n her bf in there.. LOL.. n pickles!!! haha.. love her dog =D

omg. its only 8:30pm

cooked spheg bolog.. YUMMYYYYYYYY.. LOL.

instead of spheg i did linguine =)

nw i just gta do a research on my recipe for my phys ed.. LOL!!

got roughly wad i wna do but i jus needa get started!!

work tmr =)

anw imma go shower nw =)

nice cold shower