best friends will always be there.

friends
are like stars. you don't always see them, but you know they're always there.

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Created: 20 September
Title: Stars
Made by: * etoile filante
Image: 4blacky
Colours: Colour Lovers
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 July 27, 2011      18:46

wow been a while since i was on here =/
lol

lotsa things has happened.. lol i seem to say tht all the time whn im bloggin. but srsly, this time its pretty major.
gna do summer school for my lang unit.

other shizzle happened as well but ive basically blogged it onto my other blog so i cbf re-typin it again. lol

i looked at all the cards his given me which is stored in this box.
realised how much has changed as i read it =/
even the tone was different.

rmb the letter u sent to me whn i was in sg?
and the 3 pages of "i love you when: ... and i hate it when you: ..."
so much has changed.. =/
and my birthday envelop i had this yr.. lol.. tht drawin was funny..

yeh...
u always have to prove me right don u?
nvr once can u prove me wrong..
i told u that u moving into ur whr u are now is NOT a good idea cos MORE shits gna happpen n tru enuff, shit did happen.
and u told me whn tht person invited me over for dinner that " nah hes just bein nice n wants to 'restart' how he treated me before"
srsly. u must be blind or smth. =x
whn someone does smth THAT bad to ur girl (long story), and suddenly turns around and says hey bring her over for dinner etc..
umm hello!! its like *red alert*
its like u are bringin us as the ingredients for a meal for tht person.
once again proven me right tht things got worst =(

to u, u may think that it was another reason tht caused us to fall apart/ break, to me, id always blame (nt rly blame bit strong but yeh- aint pointing fingers) tht person and u abit for letting tht person ruin our r/s, influencing u in some way or another directly/ indirectly (makin u spend more time with him insstead of me).
im glad for me, whn someone close to me said smth im proud i managed to stand up for myself and not get swayed by their words.

i nvr regretted being with u.
yes i do regret breakin up with u (which is possibly the only one thing i regret in my life).

but i also wished u understood and seen things clearer what was goin on whn u kept spendin time with tht person and wldn make time for me even thou i mentioned to u a few times.

i always wished for the best and always hoped tht things will get btr everytime but rarely it did.

i wish u wld come to my door with a bouquet of flowers or even a stalk of sunflower/rose/ anything n a card sayin i love u.
just like how u did whn u spoke to me angrily and u came back with a bouquet of flowers n a card sayin thinkin of you and u wrote " debbie you dno how bad i feel for speakin to u like that, im sorry"

i wished it was just me and you like how it was before;
facing everyone else TOGETHER...

friends are like rainbows,

they brighten your life after a storm.